Just the way it is

Chapter four

^TJ's pov^

After she start yelling at us she stop right in the middle of the sentence. I looked at her eyes I could tell she was thinking of the past. I looked and at Travis and Erin they could see she was as much as I did. I wanted to hug her but I stopped myself. We stood there until she head to the tennis courts and sat under the tree there. We grabbed the equipment and followed. Erin and I played each other first leaving Travis to talk to Rose.

$Erin's pov$

After she start yelling at us she stop right in the middle of the sentence. I looked at her eyes I could tell she was thinking of the past. I looked at her and thought I wonder if this reminds of their deaths. I wanted to look away and wanting her to see me pitying her but I could stop myself. We stood there until she headed to the tennis courts and sat under the tree there. We grabbed the equipment and followed. TJ and I played each other first leaving Travis to talk to Rose.

€Travis's pov€

After she start yelling at us she stop right in the middle of the sentence. I looked at her eyes I could tell she was thinking of the past. I just kept looking into those pained eyes she had. I wanted to look away and not wanting to pity her but I could stop myself from wondering if she would need the pity or not. We stood there until she head to the tennis courts and sat under the tree there. We grabbed the equipment and followed. Erin and TJ played each other first leaving me to talk to Rose.

When Erin and TJ left I sat next to Rose. I threw my arm around her shoulders and was about say something when she spoke up. "I don't want to talk about it." she stated. "Alright just let me know or someone know when you are please." she nodded to me and lean on my shoulder and fell asleep again. I remembered when she arrived at jeff's house she look as if she hadn't slept in three weeks. May and grandpa died four weeks ago but after what she said it sounded like she was there when it happen.

Everybody knows nobody but the three and who killed grandpa and May was there. None could get Rose to speak a word. Aunt Gwen said Rose had never got a good sleep after it. As I can see she sleeps fine but I don't know what her dreams are so I guess she doesn't freak out during the dreams or it's worst during darker terms. She tenses and breathing became more quicker and mumble no over and over again. I look at her then held her to show some kind of comfort.

Tj and Erin return and I gave and 'shh' sign as they walked to us. They heard what I heard. "no... No please don't... Not grandpa and grandma please...." she turn into my neck part as I picked her up. I put her in the car and got in beside her. "we need to get her home now." I whispered quickly. Erin and Tj got in real fast before long we was home. Dad and uncle Jeff was still at the house. They hear what she said next. "Please take my life! Don't take theirs. They have something to live for!" she screamed the last part. We all stood shock. I took her to her room as fast I could. And laid her down. She started to quiet down.

^TJ's pov^

Erin and I return and Travis gave and 'shh' sign as we walked to them. We heard what he heard. "no... No please don't... Not grandpa and grandma please...." she turn into his neck part as he picked her up. He put her in the car and got in beside her. "we need to get her home now." He whispered quickly. Erin and I got in real fast before long we was home. Dad and uncle Jeff was still at the house. They hear what she said next. "Please take my life! Don't take theirs. They have something to live for!" she screamed the last part. We all stood shock. Travis took her to her room as fast he could. And laid her down. She started to quiet down.

$Erin's pov$

Tj and I return and Travis gave and 'shh' sign as we walked to them. We heard what he heard. "no... No please don't... Not grandpa and grandma please...." she turn into his neck part as he picked her up. He put her in the car and got in beside her. "we need to get her home now." he whispered quickly. Tj and I got in real fast before lone we was home. Dad and uncle Mark was still at the house. They hear what she said next. "Please take my life! Don't take theirs. They have something to live for!" she screamed the last part. We all stood shock. Travis took her to her room as fast he could. And laid her down. She started to quiet down.

To be continued!?