Perfect Fantasy [Drew Dirksen Fanfiction]

08• Distracted

Alicia's POV

I'm Alicia Patterson, mostly called Alicia. I'm in the Messy Pink squad but not in the Messy Pink band. I'm on camera for the girls' covers. I've been friends with them for so long. Beside me is Apple who helps with the girls' wardrobe, hair, and additional designs for the set.

So today, we shoot a cover. We practiced their voices days ago but Chris seemed to be a little distracted. She's out of her mind. It took us 10+ takes to polish the first part. So when it's already water break, I went to her.

"Hey"

"Hey Alicia"

"Are you alright?"

"Yep. I was just... tired."

"You sure? You're lying"

"Okay. I'm not really feeling well."

"Why?"

"I was distracted by the fantasies"

"Okay.. this is getting a little weird but you can still tell me"

"Did Ellie and Megan told you about what I told them yesterday?"

"About your fantasy? Your imagination?"

"Yeah. Like that."

"Oh okay. I get it. Don't worry about it. You girls will be huge someday-"

"What if we don't? What if we're just wasting our time doing covers then we'll get nothing?"

"No, don't say that. You will, I promise!"

"I just hope everything will be good in the end"

"I hope too" honestly, I know that negativity will do nothing to us. I hope everything will be fine in the end, as she said.

So we went back to shoot mode. I keep on smiling at Chris because she looks so worried today, which is not really her. She's always smiling. Her smile never fades. She's always happy and never worry too much on things. But I think her "fantasy" got into her so bad. The disadvantage of having wide imagination.

But you know what, I feel the same as her. I'm also a little worried about them getting nothing. It would be a heartbreak. But negativity will bring nothing. I have -no- WE have to be positive and just think about the good things.

No matter what would happen, I'm always at their back. I'll keep on supporting them because we are squad. I'm always there for them.