Confessions

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I had a best friend whom I knew for three years. It was all normal in the beginning, we were just friends nothing else. And then we started getting closer on my 17th birthday. He made me feel like he loved me more than anything else. But slowly I realized he was falling in lust with me and he called me over his place just to have sex with him but I refused and later I found out he was dating a Russian chick for over a year ago. And that's where our so called 3 years old friendship ended. I have no idea what to feel. I'm so numb and hoping one day he realizes his mistake.