No Way Out

Intro ; chapter1

I been locked up in this shit hole for 6 years now . Niggas I called my homeboys ain't shit . Left me to die like im some pussy . They call me Los . Yeah, big time drug dealer. 2 million a night . Got a house in every state. Money touching the clouds . I got locked up though , for 2nd degree murder took that nigga head right off his shoulders . 3 shots . It was self defense if you ask me . We both had a 40 caliber glock . But fuck that nigga on his dead brain . Mfs that was supposed to be my homies left me though . Domo was like a blood brother to me . Showed his true colors that night . I got 2 twin daughters though . Calio and Cali , I love my daughters and I dont have a problem taking a life for them. Cant no nigga or bitch eva say I ain't neva took care of them. Still providing while im behind bars. Calio and Cali aint wanted for shit . Ask me for some they know ima give it to em . They was little when I got caught . Straight miss my family hellas though . I started dealing at 18 years old . I blew up at 21 years old . Been big time for 5 years til i got locked up . Im 32 years old . The whole hood look up to me . I make the rules, I make all the decisions, I run shit period. I run dope through these bars all day everyday. Can't no judge stop my grind . Finishing up my last week in this bitch though . Paperwork done and im being released off bond. Word got out that im coming home. Shit finna get hot but ima lay low to get my head on straight. Can't go out like that nomo. Sunday morning and im ina car on my way to Momma B crib . Momma B is what I call my granny. She a strong woman and been holding it down for me .Calio and Cali been living with her eva since they momma been strung out on herion . Cali ran out first running into my arms crying . "I miss you so much" she said with tears soaking in my shirt. "I missed you too." I responded then I looked up to see Momma B walking towards us with a sour look. I was wondering where Calio was at. "Where yo sister at?" I asked Cali . She immediately dropped her arms and shot her eyes at Momma B . "Calio was killed in a car accident 5 months ago, she left with her boyfriend after her and Cali got into a argument one night , she left in a all black Range Rover with tinted windows." Momma B said . I stood in shock . The first thing that I thought about was killing somebody. Dont care who it is I just need to take somebody life. " Next day the detectives knocked on the door saying she suffered a major accident." Momma B continued . "He said she had brain damage , neck split from ear to ear , the last of her blood leaked on the windsheild ." I could not believe what the fuck was coming out of her mouth . I stared at that door waiting to see my baby run out into my arms like Cali did . Nobody came out . Its so many thoughts and questions running through my fucking head right now. I blamed myself for her death If I wouldve neva smoked dat lemon ass nigga I wouldve neva been locked up. I wasn't there to protect her and as a father I feel like all this shit is my fault. It was five months ago. Wow, I shook my head in disbelief.