Sad one shots

Bestfriend brake up

Alice's pov:
Kayla. It's always Kayla. Why is it always Kayla! She always find some way to piss me off and I don't know how she dose that! Ok, ok, let me rewind. So today started off as normal and it was Friday and we were just hanging out at my place, just chillin watching YouTube, as always. She says something and I say something and it's all still a blur honestly but we got mad and so I don't know why but we went for a walk. So half way through this walk she starts talking about something that I don't even care about so I tell her to "shut up" a little harsher then I thought I would and I guess she got mad and snapped at me and I snapped back and next thing I knew, I was saying horrible things like "I hate you!" And "I wish we never met!, I hope you die in hell you bitch!" And tears were streaming down her face and she started to back away from me and next thing I knew, she was running off and I screamed "FINE! SEE IF I FUCKING CARE! GO AND RUN FROM YOUR PETTEY LITTLE LIFE!" And I stormed off to my house. It's been an entire weekend and she hasn't texted me. I'm getting worried and I'm still not sure if I meant what I said but I hope she can look over it and all will go back to normal.

Kayla's pov:
She did it. She left me. It's been a whole weekend and I still can't bring myself to text her. I haven't left my room and I can't seem to eat anything. All I can think about is her and what I did to her. I'm annoying and worthless and I run from my problems just like she said. Her voice still echoing in my head and thoughts of nothing come to mind. It's hurts so much and I can't keep this up. I go to my dresser and dig through my stuff till I find what I need. I pull it out and push it on my skin. Soon blood is pouring out and is going down my arm. I've been clean for a month but now what's the point. "Die" she said so that's what I intended to do. Go find my medicine that is supposed to help me with my problems, "I wish you worked" I mumble to the bottle. I put them all in my mouth and drink a cup of water. I cut once more and I lay down to sleep. The room go's dark and the last thing I think is "are you happy Alice?"

Alice's pov:
What did I do... What did I do! Oh god she... Kayla is actually.... I feel my face getting wet and I realize that I'm crying. My mom holds me as she tells me it's ok but I know it's really not. It's my fault she's gone. I told her I wouldn't leave, and I asked her not to die, but yet I still told her to and now she's gone and I can't fix it. I can't turn back time or tell her I'm sorry. I'm only left with the memories I have of her and the horrible picture of her crying and tuning from me in my mind. What did I do?!

Ok so I I know dat dis is super short but I'm trying here ok? I'll do better in the next one I swear but uh Ye.