Can We Dance - The Vamps Brad Fanfic

Chapter Twelve - My Drug

When you get back to the boys house your all tired and everyone wants the same thing. Sleep.

"Night lads, I shall see you early tomorrow."

The boys all smile. Too tired to talk and they all walk into their house.

As you walk away you feel Brad grab your hips. He places his chin on your shoulder but you keep walking.

"Do you want company tonight?" He kissed your neck.

"I don't mind babe, I'm shattered, I think I'm just going to fall asleep watching a movie." You take his hands still walking towards your house.

"I'll stay with you tonight, I want to make sure your okay." You turn to face Brad. You place a kiss upon his lips and he lifts you up carrying you the rest of the way to your apartment.

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When you get back to your apartment he puts you down at the door, you unlock it and go inside.

" Can you make me hot chocolate baby? I want to go get into my pj's."

Brad smiles at you. "Yea okay, I'll just sleep in my boxers."

You go to get changed trying to choose what pj's to wear when you see Brad's shirt on the floor. You pick it up holding it to your face. It smelt like Brad and it made you smile. You start to slip into it as Brad walks in. He's holding two mugs of hot chocolate.

"Shit sorry. I thought you were ready." He puts the mugs on the bedside table and stands awkwardly playing with his hands.

"Its okay." You button up the shirt walking over to Brad.

"God your so beautiful (Y/N)." He trails his hands down your hips to your bum. "Oops it's a little short isn't it." He smiles.

"Oh do you want me to change?" Yea hold the collar of the shirt.

"No you look great in it, I'll just have to keep you warm." He pulls you close, you stand on his feet to make you the same height as him and he walks towards the bed. He lays you down gently before taking off his shirt and trousers and laying down next to you, pulling the covers over you both. You pull him between your legs wrapping them around his waist and resting your forearms on his chest.

"Brad, what do you see in me?" You ask him while playing with his necklace.

" I see a gorgeous girl who's so easy to talk to, so great to be around. I love how funny you are, how laidback you are, how humble you are. Your my release from all the band drama, the fans and the outside world. When I'm with you it all goes away. Your so strong to deal with your own problems aswell as mine. You have the power to break my heart you know that don't you."

"Yea I do know but I don't ever want to. I want to make you happy." You place a hand on Brad's cheek.

"You do. Why did you ask that?"

"You meet and work with such lovely girls and it makes me wonder what makes me so special as to get you."

"Well now you know, your like a drug to me. The more I see you the more I want you. I'm addicted to you, but I don't care. I don't need rehab. I just need you to fuel the addiction. So know you know what I see in you, what do you find so god damn sexy in me?" He smiles. His smile seems to be like a candle in a dark room, it brightens everything.

You look up into his eyes smiling."Oh where do I begin, there's so much... Your eyes melt my heart, your smile makes my heart skip a beat and your laugh makes me weak." You both laugh. "....but your shit in bed and you have a small willy." His jaw drops,

"Right, that's it (Y/N) your gonna get it." he tickles you, making you fidget. you move to escape but he's got a firm grip on your waist.

He pulls you back close to him and he lays on top of you. He looks you in the eyes before kissing you roughly, your lips crash against his and this agression he shows is a real turn on for you. He runs his hands all over your body, sliding his hands under the shirt, he kisses you even more rough, he bites your lip gently and presses his tongue hard between your lips. He unbuttons the shirt pulling it back and running his hands over your torso, he pulls away from your lips and begins kissing your neck, leaving love bites as he goes. He breathes heavily while leaving hot kisses down your torso until he reaches your belly button. He kisses back up to your lips whilst doing so he begins to tease you.You pull away and turn your head, blocking his kisses. He stops and lays beside you.

"(Y/N) Whats wrong?" Brad lays a hand over your waist.

You turn to face him. "Not tonight babe, I'm tired, your tired and we have to be up for the tour tomorrow. When I said you could stay I wasn't inviting you for sex. I was inviting you to be good company."

"Okay, I'm sorry." He pulls you toward him and rests your head on his chest as he kisses the crown of your head.

"Its okay. Now do you really want to know what I see in you?" You lay against Brads chest listening to his heartbeat, rebuttoning your shirt.

"Yea, please tell me." Brad yawns, placing and arm round your shoulder.

"Well I love how protective you are, you make me feel so safe. The way your always yourself aroud me, the lads, the fans, your families, other celebrities. You stay the same and that's hard to do. I love how committed you are to the band and the fan because they come first of course but I love how committed you are to going out of your way to spend time with me, no-ones ever done that for me before. Your smile makes me smile even like today when I was a mess, your laugh just makes everything okay, your eyes are like some kind of pendulum that swings and they've hypnotised me, your kisses are like heroin, I can't get enough of them and you're the kind of guy I always used to dream about having but I thought I'd never have. "

You sit up. noticing Brad's quiet. He's fallen asleep. You kiss his forhead before pulling the duvet over him and snuggling back into him.