*two weeks after*
today is the day before my departure.
I txted my close my friends and posted in facebook about my departure.
Facebook is my only comunnication to the ouside world. this is the only way for my friends to find out what is happening to me. nothing else. Twitter on the other hand is like my diary. I post all I feel there but not specifically.
today I decided to meet a few of my close friends.
i'll be meeting annie and the other close friend I got.
"EEEEMMM!!!" annie shouted a few feet away from me
"hey annie!! I missed you!" see i never changed *yeah right didn't change huh!*
-shut up ms.writer i'm talking with myself here!- *fine sorry! go back to talking to yourself weirdo!*
aghhrrr!!! fine I did change! i liked being away from everyone. but now seeing annie and going ouside made me realized how much I changed. and I kind of liked it and hate it at the same time.
we hugged eachother for awhile then seated in one of the available seats outside starbucks.
"omg! what happened to you? you never went to my house or to the studio and the whole troupe missed you so much! I MISS YOU !" yes troupe. not a gang kind of thing buy a dance troupe. i'm a dancer and that's how I met my other family and annie.
"idk! I just.. changed.. I guess. ohw annie. IDK how to really explain." I told annie whith so much sadness and in verge of tear in my eyes.
"hey EM, it's ok. we can talk about it when your ready. but hey i'm still mad at you for not talking or paying me anyvisit this past few weeks!" this is why I love annie she is very understanding.
"ahh.. i'm so sorry annie. even I don't really know what's happening to me. but I promise i'll tell once I found out. ok?! and please don't be mad at me. i'm leaving tom. already!"
" hmpf! i'm so not gon'na forgive you that easily EM!" annie said while trying to look all mad but I know she can't get mad. I never saw her mad. specially to me. no matter how crazy i get.
I smiled at her knowing what she want. she smiled as well as she know what i'm about to say next.
"let's go i'll buy you one dark mocha fram and a belgian cookie! then we need to hurry and buy everything else we need for the party!"
"yey! I love you so much em! OHW! AND YOUR FORGIVEN!" annie smiled widely and headed straight to the counter.
after about 3 hour or so of our stay at the mall. me and annie is inside the studio with all the alcoholic beverage and other things we will need for my party.
the studio is owned by one of our other friend that's why we can do anything we want here.
"em!" i jumped a little startled by hearing my other friends shouting my name.
"HEY GUYS!! I MISSED YOU!!!"
"we missed you more. and we will miss you a lot more once your there!" Eve said the owner of the studio one of our best dancers.
"yeah totaly! who will be my ninja partner now your going and be surrounded by a lot of white hotties?!!" Dee one my close friends who loved looking around for hot guys.
hey! I told you I got a fun life before this. I love guys and I love being around them. but I guess than one changed too.
I was greated by my other friends and I gave each and everyone a hug. we are about 20 in our Family. Yes family. beacause we treat each other life we are family. and that's why we are together for more than 4years now.
after about 2hours of drinking and dancing and all the games. almost everyone is buzzed.
i'm seating at a couch at the corner of the studie where I can see everyone.
I smiled a bit of happy but a bit sad smile. I will miss everyone. I'm glad to see them again.
I felt someone sat beside me smiled at him.
"hey EM! are you having fun?!?" Aki said. one my bestfriends and well I got a crush a bit of a crush on him.
"ohw hey aki! yes! it's always fun being around you guys!"
"well that's good! I missed you. ohhw.. I.I... What i mean is everyone missed you" I saw a light blush on his cheeks. I know he likes me cause Jai(aki's bestfriend) told me, and well we did kind of admitted it to each other. but we never really talked about it.
"haha. I know. I'll miss you too! don't you dare forget about me or else i'll come back here and kick your ass!" I told him and gave him a tight hug.
" hey you two! come here let's dance!" annie shouted at us when our favorite song played!
"let's go!" aki told me while he held my hald pulling me to the dance floor
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I know it's short but i'll update again. :D
