Nisekoi: False vs. True Love

False/True Love 25: And that stop her (draft)

DISCLAIMER: I do not own Nisekoi, its characters and some familiar scenes in anime/manga. All credits to the manga-kaNaoshi Komi.

AN: This is the draft that's been stock for a year in my phone notes and until now it still not finish 'cause I really don't know what to write next to finish this chapter. I forgot the scenario of this chapter. I'm really sorry.

Forgive me for wrong typos and grammar. You know I'm trying my best to improve it :)))

Enjoy reading!

False/True Love 25: And that stop her

If Shu and Ruri doesn't have a bit idea of what was happening between Chitoge and Raku, also Onodera, the way they act in front of everyone as if nothing mattered was very realistic, although they also both know that Onodera was having a hard time about it, mostly Raku because of Chitoge, it's believable that there was nothing wrong — but the thruth is there is a problem. Now that they know that Raku has been experiencing this for almost a month, it made them realize how painful it was for him. Seeing Raku doesn't know what to do but just watched the girl he likes showing him she doesn't care at all anymore about her feelings and his feelings really was a hard thing to do. And it was the thing that always happening after his confrontation with Chitoge that made them think that he really was a tough guy. Really, how many times does Chitoge wants Raku to feel that way; that he is nothing for her?

It hurts to watch the person you love with the fact that you are aware that that person feels the same way, hurts like hell whenever that person is acting as if those feelings doesn't exist. It hurts Raku to see that Chitoge can completely ignore both of their feelings. It always happen. How many times does Raku have to felt that way? Even though it doesn't count that much, yet, still those times that he already felt it is tearing him apart. Then there's a line from Chitoge that adding up in his painful feelings.

"Then give your very best to ignore your feelings once again. Try to turn back times just like before." Was what she told him that day that made him feel like his breath and his heart beat stop at the same moment. He thought that time that his heart will only burst in nervousness not in painfulness.

When he heard that from Chitoge he felt as if there's nothing he can do anymore; it will be pointless. That time, the way she delivered that sentence, he felt that it really is what she wanted to happen; that she will choose for him to forget everything about their feelings and she will do the same way. Raku didn't realize that it will hurt him to know that Chitoge wants them to give up for the sake of his happiness — his happines to be with Onodera.

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Meanwhile, in Ondera's point of view, she felt uneasy and it's really hard for her to act as if she doesn't know anything at all to all the questions of their classmate. Although the rumor about them are slowly fading — but only to those students who are not in the same classroom — it can't be help that their classmates since first year days are asking about the truth. She even got hurt when they bluntly told her that there really is nothing about her and Raku and that they believe that the one Raku really like, rather love, is Chitoge. When she heard that comment Ondera felt like perishing from her seat. She felt deaf with her classmates happily laughing with the thought that Raku likes Chitoge and not her. They didn't stop asking her and talking of what they think will happen even though she is not listening at all and as if she just caught sitting there and without a choice have to listen to them. Thinking that they really don't need answers with their questions, Onodera look around the classroom and then saw Chitoge.

She saw how good Chitoge is in acting as if everything is fine and nothing happened at all. Somehow she felt like Chitoge is selfish and doesn't have conscience at all. Onodera thought, "why does she have to act that way even though she knows that there's someone getting hurt?"

Onodera know that Chitoge is feeling hurt too but she also know that she is determined to do whatever she wanted to happen that's why it looks like not hard for her at all. But she knows that deep inside she is hurt, same goes with Raku. Then she turn to look where Raku is seated. She saw how sad and hurt he is in his eyes with the way how he look at Chitoge chatting happily with their classmates that trying to segue that topic about her and Raku but tried to take it as a joke.

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