Jay and I had decided to take our family vacation to Barbados. I always wanted to give my children the luxury I didn't have because I knew I could. So Heavy , Hara and I decided to go to the mall while Jay slept in to do a little shopping for clothes.
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" oohh baby you like this one I held a pretty Lil bathing suit up to Sahara's body. It was a ladybug bathing suit and I had fallen in love with it.They even had one in Heavens size and she was now only 3 months. I bought them and decided I would sit down and feed my heavy. Hara was going to sleep in the stroller I had brought along.
"HEYYYY!!! Auntie babies" I looked over to see Lana jogging towards us. " wassup little sister " I said smiling.
"Nothing much just looking around" she started to play with Heaven. " oh sis you know we are going on our little vacation, wanna come? " I asked knowing she would say yes.
"most Definitely Rhi" she said while getting up and preparing to walk away. " Bye sis I'll see you in 2 days then"
"okay sister" And with that she was gone with her friends again.
"mommy needs to get her nails done, what do y'all think about that? " I asked jokingly to the my two girls that couldn't talk back. I couldn't wait till they got older I gathered all our stuff and began walking back through the mall when I saw Karsen ( the girl Jay was with when we met again ).
She was just staring at Heaven and Hara and I just looked at her like wtf. I kept on walking until I heard her say my name.
I turned looking at her like she was crazy which she was since she thought it was okay to call my name. " Huh? " I called back. She was walking towards me now and I was giving her that tf you want look.
" I just wanted to tell you i'm sorry about everything I put you through while I was with Jay" she said basically begging for my forgiveness.
" you know what I have two children by this man and I don't have time to be fighting over him, at the end of the day our love is strong"
I said that and turned away walking to my car. No time for the bullshit. I'm happy now ✌