I don't even know where to start, oh God. What have I done? Why do I feel like I never knew what I was doing?
* January 17, 2016
I woke up from a really good nap and I immediately checked my phone to see if Thomas had messaged me, and he did. He spammed me with words because he didn't knew that I was sleeping, and then there were like hundreds of notifications from a group chat that I had with my best friends. I read them one by one until I realized that they were talking about me, they were saying how they were attacked by an anonymous account because of me, the anonymous person was talking about me and Thomas, the person accused me for having sex with Thomas, but God no, call me old fashioned but I do believe that sex before marriage is a bad thing. Therefore, I asked Thomas did he ever made a rumor with his friends that he had sex with me;
J: "Thomas could you please tell me the truth, did you made up a story to your closest friends that we had sex?"
T: "I swear I never did that - heck do you even think I would betray you like that? Listen, I'm really sorry if your friends are mad you but I swear i never made up a rumor to anybody that we had sex, Julie we never even did that okay. I would never ever made rumors about us like that, I love you and I would never do such a terrible thing like that."
J: "Okay, I believe you. And I love you too but for the sake of us, lets just distance ourselves for a while. We don't have to be with each other 24/7, if you wanna talk then talk, but if you wanna do something else, then I can't because Jesus Christ Thomas, you know how weak I am and I can't handle this by myself but if you want to help me, please stay away from me for a while."
