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(Y/N) pov:

Zayn and i just had a masive fight. I hate it when that happens. Zayn and i both want to be right but most of the time Zayn is right and i am just stupid to push futher to let him say that i am right. We both always fight about stupid things that don't even matter. But still we are making a big deal out of it. I always regret that. Most of the time it is my fault. I end up crying and running upstairs and locking myself up in the bedroom. What i also did this time. I sat on my bed thinking about how stupid i am. I have the best boyfriend in the whole world. But still i am messing it up all the time. And i have the feeling that this will never be good again. Zayn always comes to the bedroom and knocks on the door to apologize. But we both know it is my fault. I have the feeling that this time he will not show up at the door. I feel really nervous at the moment. I don't know what to do. Shall i go downstairs. Because it is my fault. If i wait any longer i will maybe lose him. I carefully walk to the door and unlock it, slowly opening the door i look in the hall. Nobody. I walk to the stairs and hoping that Zayn is still here. When i reached it i got really nervous. What if Zayn is gone, what if i lose him. Or what if he doesn't want me anymore. Slowly i walk down the stairs, tears burning in my eyes. When i am downstairs i walk to the living room where we fought. He issn't there. This is not good. Maybe he left. I'm so stupid. It is all my fault. I can't find him anywhere, where is he. 'Zayn please say that you are still here' i said softly while sobbing. He didn't answer. I walked around the house a couple of times but i didn't find him.

*half hour later*

I feel so stupid. I just pissed him off so much. I hate myself. Why am i so stupid. The man of my dreams is just gone. Why? Because of my stupidness. Suddenly i hear the backdoor open and close again. Who is that? Zayn maybe. As quite as possible i stood up and walked to the backdoor, where the kitchen is. I peek in the kitchen and who is there. Zayn. I wanted to go inside the kitchen. But than i noticed the bloodshot eyes. Did he cry ? I made him cry. The tears where streaming down my face now. He sat there crying like a baby. Because i was stupid all over again. '(Y/N) is that you?' i turn around and there is Zayn. Looking at me still with bloodshot eyes. 'Zayn i am so sorry. I understand that you want to break up with me. We always fight about everything and that is my fault. I am going upstairs and pack all my stuff and i will leave' i say in a rush and wanted to walk away. But i feel a strong grip on my arm. I turn around there is Zayn now with a softer look on his face. 'Babe, don't leave please. I love you. Yes we have fights sometimes. And we both know that they are going about nothing. We are both stupid. We don't need to fight about these things. I didn't wanted to go upstairs again because i thought we needed some time. So i sat in the backyard. But (Y/N) listen. I will never ever let you go. Never! I love you to dead. I don't know what i will do without you! I cried because i thought i lost you. But i think this is again a mistake of us both..' Zayn said. And he meant it. We stood there, staring each other in the eyes. He smiles down at me and pecked my lips. 'I love you and i will never let you go!' He said 'i love you more Zayn' i said. Than we kissed.

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