Cry -A Royce Story

siete número: El amor es dolor (Love is Pain)

So much pain . .. 

So many nights so many tears i've cried (cried) 

No one to be by my side 

Stuck with misery and pain you are the one to blame 

Cause it hurts to know ...

{Jacob}: 

"ENOUGH!" I yell as I walk over to a now bloody and battered Chresanto and kneel before him and said, "It's over I am done with your bullshit and all the pain you caused me ;from this point on there was never a US." I get up and walk over to Craig,and have him hold me tight." Excuse me is everything ok over here?" The security comes over towards us."ummm, no can you please have him removed from the hospital he isn't any type of family of the patient and he is causing problems." Shadaja stated. "yes ,*he picks up a confused Chresanto* sir I am going to have to escort you out." The officer leaves and as I look up to a now a smiling Craig who arms are wrapped around me. I don't know why , but when im in Craig grip I just feel like I'm protected from all the evil that is out to get me. Almost like it was meant to be. "What are you smiling for?" I asked. He just looks at me and kisses my lips softly,"I am smiling, because of how strong you are as a person, for putting up with that so called man." At that point I knew I was a rose color,because my big mouth best friend and sister was all giggling." awwwww, my misfit is blushing he so cuwte." "Ain't he though,*a camera light flashes* awww This is definitely instagram worthy." my sister said as she takes a picture of me blushing and in Craig 's arms. A doctor comes over and tells me that I am able to leave today and I need to make sure I take my meds for head injury. 

-30 minutes later- 

My sister and my-my already left the hospital and told me they will catch up with me later for some well need girl time."So you ready J." I smile, "ready as I will ever be C." he laughs at my silliness and we head out to his car. "Well it looks like it going to rain." He says as we pullout of the hospital drive way and onto the freeway. "Yea, look would it be ok if I stay with you, at least until I am able to get back on my feet again I mean I'll pay what ever you need me to pay and I promise I won't be a burden." he laughs at my begging . and touches my cheek," Jacob, you can stay as long as you like and you could never be a burden towards me." I relax and smile,"thank you Craig." "For what?" he says with his eyes never leaving the road." For showing me the that love is more than just a four letter word it's an action." he just smiles and continue to drive towards my worst nightmare. 

{No one} (play the song on the side)

As craig pulls up to the house Jacob immediately starts to shake." Do you need me to go in there with you?" A concerned look appeared across Craig face, but Jacob smiles and said,"I will be fine." Jacob walks out the car into the the house were he quickly walks up stairs only to find what looks like a coked out defeated Chresanto. It hurts to see the man he once loved suffer like that, but in all honesty he just doesn't give a fuck anymore. He thinks shit let the bastard suffer, because he not going through as nearly as much heartache and pain Jacob had to endure since they been together. As Jacob gather up the last of his thing he is grabbed, "*crying hysterically* WAIT JACOB PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME CAN'T YOU SEE I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU CAN'T YOU SEE I NEED YOU IN MY LIFE*on his knees* BABY I LOVE YOU DON'T LEAVE LIKE THIS!" A begging Chresanto plead.Jacob couldn't believe what he was hearing, *packing his stuff while a single tear rolls down his eye, but he quickly whips it away*love ,"LOVE ME CHRES *turns around and looks at Chres* you don't even know the meaning of the word LOVE your pathetic." Chresanto is begging for him to stay* 

"PLEASE LETS JUST WORK THIS OUT TOGETHER....I'M BEGGING YOU!" At the point Jacob is at the door, "No, can't you see damnit chres there I no more US I'M DONE WITH YOU HAVE A NICE FUCKING LIFE!" *he walks out into the pouring rain and get into a all to familiar car and just breaks down completely* "w-why God, why does this shit always happen to ME! I'm sick and TIRED" *leans on to Craig shoulder and they drive off in silence with sound of the music playing. They finally arrive at Craig's place and Craig helps Jacob out and goes to unlock to the door. As Jacob walk as in he is amazed at how beautiful the place is." If you need to go take a shower the restroom is down the hall,to the left." Jacob shakes is head and goes toward the restroom to take a very much need shower.  

{Jacob}:  

it's been almost six months since I heard or spoke to Chresanto last time I heard he was staying in some type of homeless shelter. As for me and Craig we have became pretty close to almost I'm starting to fall for him, but my only problem is knowing if he feels the same."its all yours now" I said as I walked out of the restroom." Damn,took you long enough." "Boy bye don't hate me because unlike yourself it takes time for me to look this good." I say while snapping my finger in a complete circle and flipping my hair.He just laughs and head into the shower.So I made myself comfy and turned the channel to LOGO were Noah's Arc is on and it's the episode when Alex is want to be a Drag queen.(If you haven't watched that show go on YouTube and look it up, Alex is MY BITCH I loveeeeee him!)so when I get really comfortable I hear Craig coming out of the shower,and hunty let me tell you something if his body is a sin then jesus forgive me for also the wicked thought running through my mind. "ummm, Jacob close your mouth and you got a little fruit out of the loom." he laughs at me an I realize that I was staring at him with my mouth wide open and my full on throbbing erection."oh shit, excuse me." I run out into the restroom and shut the door in embarrassment. damn this is going to be one long night.  

-20minutes later- 

I come out with my problem fixed and shashshay over to a comfortable craig who is watching Beautiful Creatures." Come sit by me?" he asked and with out any hesitation I do what I was told. We get off into the movie when I decided to asked him,"ummm,Craig what am I too you ,because I reallylikeyouandhopingthatyoufeelthesameaboutmebutifyoudrdcoo." I . say quickly with out any form of breathe.He looks at me with a smirk across his face and say," Jacob, I always had feeling for you since I seen you twerking at the courts, I was just nervous at first, but by the time I go the courage,that's when Chres asked you out." I looked at him lustful with lustful eyes,with no words as he too my hands in his."Jacob, will you do me th honor of becoming my Everything.""Definitely." Without hesitation he closed the distance between us and touched his lips to mine. Softly, gently, he flirted with my mouth, dropping teasing kisses, sucking my flesh, and nipping lightly. He smelled of some Ralph lauren cologne or aftershave, and his breath was scented with mint. As he moved his mouth over mine, the short hairs of his mustache brushed my upper lip, 

He darted his tongue across my lips, and I opened them in an invitation eagerly accepted. His mouth was hot, and sweet as we were battling for dominance and I final gave up. I can't believe that I am kissing Craig. 

I pushed myself upright, away from his lips, though my body was now entangled with his so I couldn't get far. My thigh was between his and my dirty mind immediately thought about whether he had an erection, because that would mean that he was as turned on as I was. 

I moved my leg down so I wouldn't be able to tell and closed my eyes so I wouldn't be tempted to look. By pure instinct and panic I managed to get myself off the couch and onto my two feet. Heading towards the guest room were I slept."Jacob." Craig was saying, as he followed me upstairs only to have the door slammed in his face."Sorry," I said. "That was a mistake. Sorry. Listen, I have to go to bed now,because I don't want to be late for my job interview at the mall tomorrow....so ugh goodnight."I quickly lied as I yelled through the door towards a possible confuse Craig. 

Why in the he'll would I reject him like that? I slide down my door holding my knees to my chest. What is wrong with you Jacob you have someone who can love you the right way ,but you won't let him.

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