Trigger warning---------suicideI walk to my friends house
She opens the door and tells me to hop in her car then we go to the mall and we go into garage to get some ripped
jeans Jennifer (my friend) has to go to the bathroom I wait outside
Jc walked up to me and says hey baby girl I'm so sorry I love you
No you don't that's a lie you just want to have sex so mess off I tell him angrily then he grabs me and pulls me into the staff bathroom and pushes me into the wall and starts kissing me no stop I say and he starts pulling my pants down and under pants and takes his pants and then I hear Jennifer saying my name so I scream Jennifer help me and she pushes the door open before Jc rapes me. I'm crying when she gets me I tell her to take me home.
-later-
When I get home there's no one home Jennifer wants to stay but I tell her it's ok. I get into my room and go on my Instagram I wish I hadn't because Jc posted all my nudes I see the comments the first one says " what a stupid whore she should just kill herself " the second says " your so ugly go die" I can't read the third
Flashback
Hey what's up whore she says and hits me
Everyone is laughing at me I'm so depressed I hide it Emma turned on me I have no friends
I hit Emma back she smashed my head into the locker
Done flashback
I can't think about the rest of that fight I just want to die right now there's scars on my thighs i grab a robe and tie a noose and hang it off the the ceiling. My neck is in the noose hole I text Jennifer
thank you for everything you've been awesome to me love ya
Jennifer responds fast with Jess are you ok what's wrong I'm coming over
I write my letter to confirm why I'm dead goodbye is the last word I write I hear the front door open I jump off the chair
