Songs By Me

I guess

There was a time
When it was me and you
It paced my mind
That maybe, it was time.

Maybe I liked you back in fourth grade
Maybe I always dream of that day.
But hey, I'm still standing here.
Just quietly here. Wondering if you'll come to Me.

But I guess, miracles and happiness are just lies.
I never knew what love was.
But then I met you.
And that's all I could think of.

You remember those days.
Where we'd go outside and play.
Best friends as kids. Day till night.
But I'm afraid. That's out of sight.
When I knew you.

I guess it's not right, to think I'd have a chance.
After all, she's so much prettier than me.
And, guess what? You shut me out.
She's a better girl, than what I could ever be.
I wish you'd notice me.

I turn out my light, and at night I think of you.
I know, I should be over it by now, but I never knew how.
But now I think it's time for me, to stop with the fantasy.
It's all a dream. Life wasn't good to me.

Still I wonder how you are, if she's treating you right.
And if she's not, I forgot what made me think of you at night.
Oh well, I guess it's your loss, not mine. I hope you enjoy, being alone. Go crying home and get sympathy but you won't get any from me.

I guess its mutual now.

I wonder how, I could have been so tranced in your eyes. But now, I've found someone much better than you. Someone who loves me, treats me right. The things I believed you'd do. But I guess I came on the upper hand, now its just me and him, none of you. Here I stand.

I guess