okay so normally i would do this in my letters book but i decided sure why not put it in here for you well where to start i have dreaded writing this for a very long time cause i want it to be perfect and not to suck so here i go
adam well firstly i want to say i love you a lot no matter when it was i have loved you a really long time but just bit my tongue and watched you cause what i wanted most was you happy if that meant watching you like someone or listen to you talking about someone else then so be it cause it made you happy
i still that time i ignored you for that week over that stupid fight that nearly killed me i mean i had to ignore the one i loved for a week how was i meant to do that i still remember how awkward things were right after that and look at us now
sometimes adam i feel like i could slap you but at the same time that for some reason makes me love you more and idk why that is but i think its the fact we can argue and disagree but at the end of it all we will always make up and i guess thats what love is
i love you with all my heart my mam told me never to do it i would only get hurt bad but i cant help it with you and so help m god if i have to beg to go and visit you i will
i could go on and on like how much i love when your smiling and happy how it warms my heart when you say i make you happy it makes me feel like i have done something for someone other than myself
do you know i typed you a message over and over trying to find the courage to say it but never could so i delted it over and over
well here it is my finally say i love you adam with all my heart no matter what you look like act like sound like nothing matters cause deep down your this smart funny amazing guy i fell in love with and here i am admitting to you i wait for the day we finally meet cause i have to say it will be worth the wait
i love you so much baby and always will
