Break down my walls

5

"Hadley, wake up love. C'mon we're at the hotel." I heard Liam's soft voice, I opened my eyes to come face to face with my puppy.

"Hey pup." I whispered, he chuckled and picked me up bridal style. I felt him hand me to someone, I looked up to see the blue eyes I didn't want to see

"Hey sleepy head." He said, I groaned and closed my eyes

"You might want to stand up, we're about to get mobbed." I heard Louis say, my eyes shot open and I jumped from Nialls arms

"What do you mean 'we're about to get mobbed'?!" I shouted, oh god! I can't do this! I hate mobs!

"Hey hey hey, it's ok. Just hold onto my hand and you'll be fine." Niall assured me, I nodded and Liam opened the bus door.

Paul and the other guards were pushing the fans back but there were to many, Niall grabbed my hand and we all started to push through the crowd. All tee fans were screaming and crying, they were pushing and clawing at us. Niall's body got further from mine as the fans were pushing me away to get to him, the other lads were somewhere else fighting off their own crowd. Niall's hand slipped from mine and all the fans started pushing me and tripping me

"HADLEY!!! HADLEY WHERE ARE YOU!!!!" I heard Paul's voice faintly over the crowd

"PAUL!!! PAUL!!! HELP ME!!!" I screeched, I felt a hand grab me and pull me to the direction of the hotel.

It was alex, another one of the body guards. He pulled me into the hotel and ingot he elevator, the lads were waiting for us and Niall looked pissed. I stayed quiet the whole way to the room, but when Niall and I got to our room he just walked away not saying a word

"What's wrong?" I whispered, he looked at me and scoffed

"What's wrong? What's wrong!? Are you fucking kidding me!? I told you not to let go of my fucking hand but no! You just had to let go almost getting both of us killed!!!!" He shouted, his face was turning red and his eyes were filled with rage

"Well I'm sorry I had a fucking panic attack!!!! I'm sorry that your fucking fans pushed me away from you!!! God damn Niall!!! You're blaming me for all of this!!?" I shouted back, he stepped closer so he was right in front of me. I flinched at his sudden movement, he leaned real close to my ear

"All of this. Is your. Fault. We don't want you here, lets let that sink in." He whispered sinisterly into my ear, I whimpered and pushed him away

"I FUCKING HATE YOU!!!" I screeched, I ran out the door making sure to slam it.

I pushed my back against the door and sank down to the floor, I pulled my knees to chest and rocked back and forth. Why would he say that? What did I do wrong? How could he be so mean? Was it true? Did no one want me here? A tear slipped out of my eye and I quickly wiped it away with the back of my hand, my phone vibrated in my hoodies pocket and I took it out. Niall text me.

From: Niall

Come back.

-Niall

To: Niall

Y should I?

-Hadley

From: Niall

Just do it Hadley

-Niall

I stood up and knocked on the door, he whipped the door opened I stepped in. He grabbed my wrist and whipped me around

"What?" I snapped, his eyes were bloodshot, his face red, his breathing was uneven, and his hair was a mess. How long was I out there?

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean it. I just...I was just mad at myself and took it out on you." He whispered, yeah right.