Heartbreak and Misery

First and Last

She had everything you were looking for in a person ... And I was just another face in the crowd, someone with feelings for a boy that has no feelings for her. She tries to move on but he kept pulling her back. Drugs may be 'bad for you' but atleast thy don't fucking break your heart.
🎼I'm so sick of love songs , so tired of tears. So done with wishing you were still here🎼
I think the reason why you can't get over him is hope... Hope that maybe he will realise what he is missing on or hope that he really does love you but just doesn't want to show it. Either way this 'hope' is slowly destroying me because I can't even get you out of my mind.
Even when you walk by I still get butterflies , knowing that you don't even notice me.
I will never be able to be that something you look for in someone but I can promise to be the loyal girl that would love you unconditionally. If only you knew, what goes though my mind; the things i cover from everyone.
I love you and it's killing me. I love you and I can't  stop. I love you and you love her...