Time [Park Jimin]

nineteen

entry nineteen

The days are going fast aren't they? Well i'm seeing you today, going back to our hometown.

You went to see your family,as I saw my mine. I guess your parents know that we broke up too? My dad kept asking me about you, but I just sat there quiet in our living room.

I told them every thing, and the latest news that I couldn't tell you.

An hour before I left to meet up with you, my family and I were having fun, as if it was my 18th birthday all over again. We pushed back aside my conditions, and shared many many smiles with one another.

I then went to the park,as you told me to meet you there. It was 9 something, and a few minutes later there you were wearing the hoodie I used to love and jeans. You were also wearing a mask to cover your identity.

We talked and talked, and you let me do all the chatting this time. You told me little things about how your debut era was going, complaining here and there.

After an hour, I had the guts to tell you what happened. You got up from the bench, and stood in front of me.

"Funny you're the broken one,but I'm the only one who needed saving "

"You're lying right? Is this a prank right now? I swear if the hyungs and up to this-"

I quickly shook my head and cut you off telling you more things.

You began to shout at me, putting your anger into words.

I wish I told you sooner, I know. I'm sorry. Now I just have 4 more months to live.

"With all the money I earned from saving up from working in high school till now, maybe I can save myself." I told you, as my feet were shaking. It wasn't because it was cold, it was more to that.

"Why didn't you tell me this sooner? I could've-,"

"I can help you with money, especially now." You added, thinking it could be cured with surgeries, and medical pills.

I rejected, and said I can handle this myself. But little did I know, time was passing by, and my days of being alive decreased.

"'Cause when you never see the light, it's hard to know which one of us is caving"

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Song- Stay by Rihanna ft. Mikky Ekko. I had writers block, so sorry if this sucks, and if the song doesn't fit well into the plot rn!