My Escape (Colby Brock)

5--are you serious?

Is he serious?! I sat there in shock "And if I tell him?" "next time won't be easy and you wont make it! Now since I know your not sleepy go downstairs and pretend nothing happened" he said I nodded getting up pushing him out of my room as hard as I could he hit the wall that knocked pictured off the wall I flicked him off slamming my door and locking it I heard him going down the stairs I was not prepared for this I put on a jumper |Above|and curling my hair I rolled my eyes at myself I opened the door walking out down the stairs I took deep breaths I seen Colby going straight to him hugging him I missed him a lot I know stupid and clique right? well i guess I am! "i have to talk to you" he said softly i nodded walking upstairs with him.

"Listen I want you, bad i need to know if you feel the same, i think im...im in love with you, everything about you is perfect your hair, your eyes, your curves everything i just love it all, so please tell me, do you lo-" i cut him off by pulling him into me crashing my lips harshly onto his as he kissed back with equal force i pulled away my lips were swollen and my nose was red i know.

"Come on lets go back down there" i said pulling him out
I guess it was noticeable that we just had a heated kiss

It had been hours and people started to leave the last ones here were Sam and Colby "Hey Sam imma just crash here tonight see you later" he said to Sam he nodded walking home I shut the door and locked it making sure everything in the house was locked

"Come on let's go up to the room"
He said holding my waist I smiled as we walked up the stairs

I looked at my almost naked body, Disgusted with it my body sickened me I sucked him watching me get thinner I smiled but let out the breath and went back yo normal I sighed putting on the tank top and shorts walking out of the bathroom Colby sat up in just his sweats I smiled walking over to the other side of the bed

Colby was on his back, I was on my side, I was thinking of all the things I could do to Colby right now, I wanted him, I ached between my legs for him he grunted and the ache grew I sighed a shaky sigh

I crossed my legs over to stop it but the ache for worse.

Fuck it

I straddled his waist quickly he looked Startled by my action

I started kissing him all I wanted was taste him, I was craving his touch

He put his hands on my hips my hands in his hair. He took off my tank top I began to feel self conscious.

He flipped us over so he was on top, he grinded his hips I groaned at the feeling he took off my shorts I went to cover my stomach but he pulled my arms away "Stop, you're beautiful" he said smiling making me feel better he ran his hands down My arms then down my curves to my hips then spread my legs open I gasped

---------Time skip--------
I woke up to an empty bed
I was alone.
And I didn't understand why..
I grabbed my clothes off the floor
I walked downstairs to an empty living room, kitchen, nothing.
He left....why?

So, I sat down to figure it out, I sat there for hours and thinking about all the possibilities he had left, with no text, missed phone calls, or notes?

My negative thoughts came rushing in that it hurt.

He just wanted sex you dumb girl!
He never liked you, you were his target.
He knew it would be easy getting you in bed so he did and now your a vulnerable worthless nothing!
He's never coming back.
You should just kill yourself now!

I tried shaking the last thought away the voices were screaming at me, and it was too loud.

Most of them were right I already know, he wasn't coming back I sighed looking at the clock it was already 6:10 pm

Well I might as well shower and go out right?