I slept on the couch all night. I didn't get much sleep. I cried a lot and I was freezing cold but I didn't want to go to Harry's room. I didn't want to see him or look at him. At least not when he's drunk. How could he be so cruel to me? I get up and sigh. Rubbing my sleepy eyes that had bags under them. I stand up and head upstairs quietly, going into the bathroom and shutting the door. I wash my face, so I'm more awake. The droplets of water trickle off my chin and nose. I just stand, looking at my reflection for awhile. I looked horrible, I cried so much and I still had a headache. I use the bathroom and grab the tooth brush I had put in their yesterday. I brush my teeth then leave the bathroom. the house was so quiet. I'm guessing Harry is still sleeping, or he left. Who knows. I wasn't hungry. I was still upset over something so stupid. I snap out of my thoughts when I hear someone rush to the bathroom. Well, looks like he's home. I hear hurling noises, making my nose scrunch up. It sounded disgusting, I'm glad I'm not the one with the hangover. He deserves it, he's an ass. I sigh again and get a glass of water and a headache pill. Yeah I'm mad at him but I'm not a mean person, I still care for him. So I headed upstairs and found him on his knees in the bathroom, still vomiting in the toilet. The bitter smell fills my nose and I scrunch it up again. I set the glass and the pill on the counter. He finished puking and looks up, his hair was messy and he looked like shit. He glances at the water and pill. "Thanks." He says simply. I smiles weakly and nod, turning on my heel to leave. "Louis.." I hear him say. I roll my eyes and turn back. "What.." I snap a little. Harry sits back against a wall and wipes his mouth. "I'm so fucking sorry..about last night..I didn't mean to get so angry with you." He explains. I cross my arms and look at him. "You're such a jerk Harry.. Why should I forgive you? You called me pathetic and yelling at me! It was an accident I didn't mean to spill anything" I argue. Harry runs his fingers though his hair. "I know..I know. I'm so sorry I just..I have clean problems okay? I didn't mean to be an ass. " he gets up and takes the pill. I watch him and sigh. Should I forgive him? Harry steps towards me. " I promise you I will never get that angry again okay? I'm so sorry Lou.." He coos and reaches out, cupping my cheek. I bite my lip, how can I stay mad at him? He did apologize...maybe he really didn't mean it...it said he will never do it again so I'm going to believe him. "Louis...please" he says, rubbing his thumb on my pale cheek. I look up at him, my baby blue eyes meeting his green ones. It takes me a Minute to answer because I don't know what to say, millions of thoughts are going through my mind and it's hard. My heart beats quickly and nod "okay...okay..I forgive you.." I say softly. I see Harry's lips curve into a smile, "that's my boy..thank you..I promise I'll never do anything to hurt you okay?" He says and pulls me into his chest, hugging my small frame tightly, I hug him back. A smile forms on my face and my cheeks heat up. I gave into him. I couldn't help it, he's so endearing. And I can never stay away. I love him. That's so silly to say, but I do, I love him, I'm falling for him hard...but, I know he will never love me. After all I am just his sub. Nothing more, not his crush, not his boyfriend. Not anything, just some sub he gets to boss around and buy presents for. It was upsetting but hey...you forgive and forget right?
