The cold breeze of the winter wind brought Jaejoong's body shivers in a cold winter night where he stood up in front of his sister's grave. His tears keep on flowing as he tried to keep his sobbing in silent.
It's been a two months that his sister had passed away but he can't still cope for the loss. JiYool and him go back to their old apartment, which he and his sister used to live. Probably in the next few months they will be kicked out on that certain shelter since he's running out of budget and financial, JiYool's needs is more important than his. He got fired on the coffee shop he'd been working for the past two years ever since his sister was admitted to the hospital and since he was the only family of Hyori, he has no choice but to abandoned his job and spent his time taking care of his sister.
It was two months ago when he talked to Jung Jimin again that offered him money and took care of all the hospital bills. He accepted the offer of the latter to pay for all the hospital bill of his sister and JiYool's kit and needs but he refused the offer of the old man to stay at their mansion and get JiYool a personal nurse that would take good care of her. Jaejoong doesn't want JiYool to know that family. As m uch as possible he doesn't want to receive any help from the old man but his conscience took him over, Jimin was still trying his best to be a father to JiYool by supporting her needs and the innocent baby who had just lost her Mom is a pure angel that doesn't even know about her surroundings. Whenever Jaejoong look at that innocent eyes staring back at him, he would shed a tear coz the baby is just a copy of her mom. Jaejoong would smile every time the baby would yawn her cute little mouth under his arms and it would bring a warm feeling inside Jaejoong. The baby is just a pure angel and who is he to refused all the offers of her father if the reason was just in a pure good cost.
RING . . .
RING . . .
The sound of his phone brings back Jaejoong from his trance. He looked at the phone and he saw Junsu's name on the screen his best friend.
"Junsu yah . . "
"Jae? You have to go back here now, I'm getting worried and JiYool starts crying." Jaejoong's heart clench as he imagined the crying helpless JiYool.
"Thanks Junsu, I'm on my way now."
"Take care Jae, don't stay too long it's late already!"
"Yes Appa!"
"Yah!" Jaejoong smiled as he ended the call. He's thankful that he has a best friend like Junsu, the one he can run to whenever he needs help and someone he could trust to look after JiYool whenever he needs to go somewhere alone.
He took a heavy step again towards the high way as he look back at the grave of his sister, peeking one last glance as he smiled.
"Don't worry Noona, I will take good care of Jiyool!"
Its been two months since he last saw the beauty but Yunho can't erase from his mind the angelic face that seems to be engraved in his heart. Yes! In his heart, he doesn't believe in love, he doesn't like commitment, and of course he doesn't like involving his carefree life just to tie in a relationship he knows won't ever last. But ever since the day he met that certain beauty he always felt something inside him that he doesn't want to feel. Seeing him around the hospital walk way brighten ups his day. His clumsy character added the charm to which Yunho had been missing for two months. He never seen him for two months now and it seems like he missed his other half too. He even asked the nurse who were assigned on the ICU where that beauty's sister was admitted but sadly he was too late coz he's been informed by the nurse that the patient had passed away a few days ago when he arrived at the hospital to check on his mother's development and that beauty had took his niece to God knows where. If only Yunho hadn't go to China for a business trip. If only Yunho hadn't set out his foot from the hospital and choose to stay a little longer. If only Yunho had gotten Jaejoong's contact number, he could have seen the beauty by now. He just wished that the day would come that they would meet again.
Yunho sighed as he rest his head on the steering wheel; he was at the cemetery where his mom laid peacefully and never had a chance to lift his head again as a certain beauty pass his way.
Fate really brings them closer but far enough for them to know.
"Jae, how long do you plan to suffer here? We all know that JiYool's father is willing to help you both. Have you ever think that JiYool is also growing up? And I hate to see you so worn out and exhausted working your ass off in the bar. Jae it's really dangerous for you working in there." Junsu finally had a chance to talk with Jaejoong about this. It's really dangerous for Jaejoong to stay in the club knowing that every pervert old man had desire Jaejoong into a one-night stand. Luckily Jaejoong managed to avoid such accidents but for how long? Junsu is fucking worried about his friend who had nothing to do but to work his ass off as a waiter and bar tender in the club where he's also currently working.
"I am willing to do this for JiYool's sake Junsu yah." Jaejoong replied softly that Junsu felt like his best friend is really broken inside.
"But I am worried for your safety!"
"I'll be ok, don't worry!"
"Jae!" Jaejoong lifted his head a made a bright smile to Junsu.
"I can protect myself really well, just take care of Jiyool for me ok?" Jaejoong stood up and slung his backpack on his shoulder ready to leave for work. Junsu could only look at his friend with worries written all over his face.
"Uncle will work for a while pretty girl, behave yourself ok? Don't give Uncle Junsu a hard time!" Jaejoong gave a peck on the sleeping baby and walk his way out of the house.
Yoochun smirk at his best friend who gulped a large amount of liquor and winced a little bit tasting the bitterness on it. Knowing Yunho really had been so bored lately and always finds himself settling on one of the corner of Yoochun's bar, the latter sense that his best friend had really something inside that keeps bothering him. He's just waiting for Yunho to open up.
"A girl?" Yoochun asked.
"Do I look like I'm committed Chun?"
"How do I know?" Yoochun raised his brow as Yunho took another glass of vodka and chugged it down.
"It's nothing . . . I'm just wondering where could I find him!" Yunho's low voice makes Yoochun alert and he had clearly heard that.
"Someone had stolen your attention finally! Do we need to celebrate?"
"I'm serious Chun! Don't fucking kidding me!"
"Ok! Ok! I'm sorry."
"Where did you meet him actually that you seems so bothered lately?"
"In the hospital." Yunho replied shortly making Yoochun thinks for a while.
"Why don't you come back in the hospital and ask about the address or information about that mysterious beauty you were looking for?"
"You know that too well that action is prohibited in every establishment."
"Then why-" The two were startled as they heard the commotion in the other side of the bar. Yoochun as the owner strode towards the scene and saw one of his employee being molested by an old man.
He was about to drag Jaejoong from the old man's grip when suddenly Yunho beat him and landed a punch straight on the man's face leaving the old man wincing in pain.
"Yunho why did you do that?" Yoochun asked his friend but Yunho had dragged his employee already in a certain room leaving Yoochun to deal with the pervert old guy and some of the customers that seems to be scared away and started disappearing by the mess.
The man who saved him from the embarrassing and humiliating scene had dragged along Jaejoong in the farthest room of Yoochun's bar. He has no idea but he just let himself be dragged by this man that was now gripping on his wrist tightly. He was slum in the wall harshly as the man lifted his face to meet Jaejoong's wondering eyes.
"How are you Jaejoong?" Jaejoong was surprised to see the man again. The man who had been haunting his dreams every night wishing to see him again and Jaejoong's wish had finally granted as the man were standing in front of him now.
"Yunho?" Yunho smiled and caress Jaejoong's face gently bringing the latter an electrifying jolt inside him at the sudden touch.
"I've been looking for you . . ."
"Yunho how do-" Jaejoong wasn't able to reply when Yunho locked his arms around Jaejoong's body. Jaejoong went stiff at the warm arms enveloped him and struggle to pulled out from the hug but Yunho is way too strong for him.
"Don't leave me just yet . . . I miss you! I really do! You don't know how much!" Yunho's hot breath fanning Jaejoong's ear brings Jaejoong to feel hot all over his body. He felt his whole being melted into Yunho's arms as he slowly encircled his own to Yunho's waiting waist.
Closing his eyes he felt Yunho tightened the hug and Jaejoong can only wished that maybe just maybe he had the right to feel being loved and wanted too.
