*Emmy's POV*
'This is ridiculous' I thought to myself. Instead of sitting in my room eating junk food and binge watching episodes of Supernatural like I usually do every Friday night, I'm awkwardly standing in the corner as the rest of the teenagers grind on each other and get drunk. This really is not my scene, well I don't actually have a scene, but if I did, this would not be it. I can't even imagine how anyone would find this fun. Drinking cheap beer and making out with people you barely know just doesn't sound appealing to me in the slightest. I reconize a few faces here as classmates, but I don't have any friends and really don't speak unless spoken to. I stiffle a giggle as I see one of the most popular girls in school, Ashlyn Evans, sloppily throwing herself at Ryan Daniels. He didn't seem to mind, this is his 18th birthday party after all.
'Why aren't enjoying the party like everyone else?' you might be wondering. Well, I'm not exactly popular and I was only invited to set it up and stay to clean up vomit and empty solo cups. If this were any other party, I wouldn't be welcomed until I had to clean, but since it's the next in line Alpha's birthday, every one in high school is required to attend, which includes little ol' me since I'm halfway through senior year. Well not that little, I'm a bit over weigth, but I'm not obese. My doctor said that I'm not that out of the normal weight range for my age and height, but that I stil should watch what I eat and exercise more. But you know how high school is; you get bullied for being different.
I am pretty much the runt of the pack, and by pack I am refering to wolf pack, as in werewolves. Now you would think that it'd be great being a werewolf, that we would all be super fit and attractive, but that's not true. We all look like regular humans, we just happen to shift into a wolf every now and then, which is not a walk in the park. Every single bone breaks and rearranges when you shift, so the pain is excruciating at first, but it gets easier the more you shift.
The music suddenly comes to a stop and I see my brother, Luke, with a microphone and a cart with a two tier cake on it. "What's up, party people? Lets gather around and sing Happy Birthday for the birthday boy and my best friend, Ryan!" Luke yelled. Ryan walked over with a dazzling smile on his face and Luke handed him the mic. "Wow! Thank you all so much for coming to celebrate my birthday and becoming Alpha with me. Hopefully I'll find my mate tonight, but enough of that, let's turn up! How about some birthday shots?" Everybody started cheering and clapping, but in my opinion, that speech sucked, Ryan really isn't that bright, but he is incredibly attractive so I may have a tiny crush on him, but who doesn't. Ryan seemed to be having a great time too, but then he froze and his eyes scanned the crowed until they met mine.
I felt the strong pull towards him and knew that only ment one thing. Mates. A mate is a really big deal in the werewolf community. They're like your soulmate, the person that you were destined to be with.
Ryan slipped out of the party and went out back so I followed him. When I got there, he was pacing on the back porch. "Ryan? What's wrong?" I asked.
"What's wrong? What's wrong? Everything is wrong! You weren't supposed to be my mate! You can't be my mate! I need someone like Ashlyn, not some fat loser like you!" he exclaimed.
I was speechless. His words cut like knives into my soul. I knew I wasn't the prettiest girl out there, but he never even tried to get to know me.
"But...Ryan..I..I" I didn't even know what to say to him. Being rejected by your mate is rare.
"You know what, this isn't going to work, No how, no way. I, Ryan Daniels, reject you, Emaline Starr." Ryan said with no emotion.
I gasped, but then my blood boiled with rage. How dare he reject me for such shallow reasons! I'll show him and everyone who Emmy Starr really is.
I smiled and stepped closer. "Well I, Emaline Starr, gladly accept your rejection. I promise you that one day you will regret this, but until then, go fuck yourself!"
I glanced at his shocked face and walked back into the house and ran up to my room. I think it's time for some life changes.
A/N Hey guys! This is my first re-written chapter. I hope you guys liked it! So just bear with me as I rewrite this poorly done novel. Thank you so much for reading, I hope you all have a lovely day.
-Leah
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WerewolfEmmy is a werewolf. But unlike most female werewolfs, she's fat and not very pretty. After years of bullying, Ryan tops it all off when he rejects her as his mate. Unable to handle it, Emmy leaves everything behind to start over. She becomes a gorge...