why does it hurt ?

chapter 15

.....Bella pov:

While everyone was walking there was awkward silence and no one dared to break it so I was going to be the bigger one and step up

" how was everyone's doing without me last night  aye"

I said cheerfully and Elena gave me the look that said

"WE ARE TALKING ABOUT THIS LATER"

and I just noded in reply I really wanted to talk to someone about who called yesterday and I trusted Elena so I was going to tell her and she already knows about it so I don't have to worry about anything  .

While I was having a talk to myself mentally I didn't realise someone asked me something so everyone was staring at me with a curious expression.

I looked at Elena and she mouthed to me jungkook so I turned to him

"sorry I wasn't listening what were you asking me ?"

I said with a nervously I knew he asked a question just by everyone's expressions except for rap monster who just gave me a nervous smile.

"I asked why were you out for so long everyone was really worried and worked up but then we see rap Mon hyung bring you inside with you on his arms ?"

Jungkook replied in distaste and I saw jealousy in his eyes but I think I'm just imagined it because just as fast it appeared it disappeared.

"Someone from the past just called and I was having so much fun talking that I fell asleep and rap Mon must've been worried so he came to check up on me nothing happens "

I lied and forced a smile on my face because It was the opposite of what actually happened

Elena looked at me because she knew I was lying and gave me the same look she gave me before .

For the first time luck was on my side and the bell rang and I didn't have to face anyone especially rap monster I don't want to trouble him and I know he cares for me as a sister and I love him as much as a brother I never had

The group separated and we all went to our own classes except that jungkook was in my class I was very nervous because what if he saw through my lies and starts asking me questions

I shiverd in fear just thing about my pass brought tears into my eyes but I didn't let them out I didn't want to give a##### the satisfaction of seeing me in fear and I didn't want to look weak because I had changed from the past 

I AM NOT THE SAME GIRL I WAS 3 YEARS AGO I HAVE CHANGED I WILL NOT LOSE TO HIM .

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AUTHORS NOTE:

HEY EVERYONE ARE YOU CURIOUS ABOUT HER PAST THERE IS ONLY ONE WAY TO KNPW PLEASE READ AND VOTE I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE IT

I DEDICATE THIS CHAPTER TO MY 2 BEAT FRIENDS ELENA AND AZIZA