I just don't understand or comprehend why? Why would you think that of yourself? And why would you keep it to yourself?
Yes, you've previously told me that you're self conscious and you keep making false remarks about yourself. But I still don't get where you see that in yourself or how you see it or why? And no, I don't want "because it's true!" IT'S NOT, IT IS ABSOLUTE BULLSHIT!
If you think no one cares, you're incorrect. Because I will always care and I will always stand by your side. You don't have to feel any walls when venting and "what should I say" just say how you feel. I value honesty. Talk to me. What you think matters. How you feel matters. Just scream out to the void. Hell, I'll let you fucking scream at me if you need to. You need to talk about it because eventually it will turn into an emotional chaos. I don't want to happen if I could help prevent it.
