The forcefull love (star wars the force awakens fanfic)

Chapter 1

The night started like any other i went to bed but tonight was no ordinary night i awoke by bombs going of i went out side to see what was happening and shocked to see the first order where ataking this little town led by there leader kylo ren who had the awesomest light saber ever oh no he saw me i am so scared he walking towards me i back away but it is no use because storms tuopers hold my arms and now he is in front of me i am shaking with fear " what is it that you want i am only 19 i please i know what happens to people who get captured by you please just don't hurt me please" i ask he takes of his helmet and he is a cutie i mean he is so cute and his face omg cute cute " what is your name girl?" He asks " Hannah no other family i am all bye myself i have been lonley" i say he looks like he has simpethey for me " well thats to bad bring her to the ship we will leave now she rids with me got it " he says " no please no dont take me no " i ask but it does nothing i am taking on to the ship i stand for a while than i got disse so i sit than the worst thing happens kylo ren sits next to me i am now shaking so much but we talk about nothing. We land finily karlo wen has stormstuopers to take me to some room I don't know where but i think he is going to torcha me or something i am more scared than i was before. We reach the room i am to sit in this chair and have restrains on me i am still shaking " what do you want i have nothing why did you take me from my home" i ask he says nothing and has this pokerface on no one cane read he raises his hand i pull my head back  but it does no use " what do you know about the droid"  he says i feel this pain rushing through my body god it hurts so much " I don't know much about the droid all i know is that i was part of the resistance but when they told me about the luke map thing i left straight away to scared about the things that would come my than you came to the planet that i was on than i got scared there thats all i knowplease stop it hurts" i say he stops i have a relive breath and he puts on his helmet it is a bad ass helmet but still i like him without the helmet than he leaves i start to cry I would rather not cry infront of him. So i am in the cell it is boring " you will remove these restrains and leave with the cell door open" i say " i will remove thoes restrains and leave with the cell door open" he says " and you'll drop your weapon" i say " and I'll drop my weapon" he says than drops his weapon on the ground i run to pick it up and than i run away than i felt bad for leaving so i go back and what do i see sparks flying and yelling i go inside and i see him thrashing his light siber and than he doesn't see me he hits me with his light saber i look at the wound to see how bad it is it is so bad " i am so sorry for leaving on you i just got scared about what would happen to me" he turns to face me and i fall to the ground the last thing i see is his face his real one as in no helmet on than boom black.
Kylo ren's P.O.V
I had no idea that Hannah was in the room when i was angry and when i had my light saber oh no she has a large cut on her side where i hit her i try to heal her because she knows where the droid is and i need the map to distroy luke the last jedi to ever exist up til now i know she is a jedi but what have i done and than her wound started to heal and i am happy but I don't show it she wakes up and shuffles away from me into a corner I understand why she did that after seeing me mad and yelling no three times i walk over to her and try to calm her down but no use she canot be calmed down so i use my force powers to make her fall asleep and i carry her to the next cell because you know i got mad so the other room got lets say redecorated so we are now together in another cell i have my helmet on you know what it is getting boring waiting for her to wake up so i ask one of the storm troopers to drop something that would make alot of noise and than it happens her head popps straight up and i am sitting down she is looking at me with fear " what are you going to do to me?" She asks " i need to know where the droid is" i say " what droid " she asks " and you still haven't answered my question" she says asswell man she is annoying I'm gonna leave i get up and walk away  to the front of the ship. I walk back to the cell and she is still there " hey i have a plan care to hear it?" She ask " what is this plan you have?" I ask " you know how i told that i was part of the resistance well what if i fake escape and fly to the resistance base and ask to look at the map and than i will take it and fly back here and we will find luke sky walker together and distroy him once and for all like it" she says " yess i love the plan ok i will inform the gaurd that you will fake to escape ok" i say i go over to the gaurd and tell him about the plan than i leave but when i come back i have to look mad.
My P.O.V
Today is the day i fake the escape and leave " hey it's time to do the plan let me go" i say he comes over and lets me go i go outside and get a ship and fly to the base and when i get there i am not welcomed i am being shot at than i get hit with by one of tham my ship goes down i takemy seet and parachute out of the ship before it blew up i land on the base i am now greeted with a warmer welcome i told them what happened to me they say that they where sotty for me " general orgarna i need to see the map please?" I ask " oh yes show us the map it is only a bit of the map" she says i see the map now there backs are to the peace i grab it and leave just in time they take me and put me back in the cell where karlo wen is sitting waiting for me to come back " hey did you miss me i got the peace of the map now lets go get sky walker " i say than he gets up and we leave but we run in some trouble on the way the resistance is here and i am scared why they still believe that i am on there side but not anymore fin saw me with karlo wen and he looks at me weirdly but than when we are on this walk way someone yell the world ben karlo wen looks back i look back to and see han solo standing there " han solo I've been waiting for this day to come" he walks closer i walk back a little bit " take of that mask you don't need it i look up and i see two people one girl and one boy looking down they see me and i see them but back to Han Solo " what will you see if i do?" He asks " the face of my son " he says karlo takes of the mask that is my present everytime he does he is just so cute and than they talk than the sun goes away and all you see is red and black and than i hear his light saber and Han Solo falls and than karlo wen gets shot witch i see if he's ok or not. Oh no i just noticed that he was walking to the woods i try to stop him but he wont listen to me so I follow him with out him noticing and that i feel the force and i feel all his emotions man they are so sad his memories being taken away from his family than finding out that his parents sent him away than the anger that rushed through him and now fear we go to the middle of the woods and we wait well i hide cause he still doesn't know that i am here so sshh lets watch he talks the she talk the he talks again hitting his wound to make him more angry and she was about to shoot him when he force pushed her into a tree she should be dead but she is not the storm trooper walks over to her " TRAITOR" he yell i step out " hay lets not jump to conclusions so far you love her don't you thats why you helped isn't it well thats me to I didn't just leave the resistance just because i was scared i left for one person here not anyone I thought i could but i did and his name is kylo ren i left to be with him but than I heard those stories about him what he did than i got scared and confused but than i felt his feeling and i saw his memories and than i just forgot those stories i love him and nothing can change that" i say they look at me i walk over to him and i stay over there and we leave to fight another day but not today " hey can i ask you something why do you were that mask anyway?" I ask as we find that ship to go to the resistancebase he will of course stay in the ship " what do you have to hide from people?" I ask to but nothing comes from him we finally find a ship a resistance ship thast bad only one person in it than we find a normal ship that i love that is pink wait that is my ship " come on this is my ship i know how to fly this come you can be my copilot i can help you help me ok" i say he nods  than we leave thank god i stil remember how to fly this ship i press the buttons to get it started and we are of i look at kylo ren he looks sad i know " hey kylo ren wanna talk i know what happened when you were little" i ask he says nothing " please talk to me please" i ask but nothing " when i look into your eyes it's like watching the night sky all theres so much they hold just like them all stars i see that you've come so far I won't give up on us even when the sky's get rough and when you're needing your space to do some investigating I'll be here patiently waiting to see what you find and so the stars they burn some even fall to the earth we got a life to learn god knows we're worth it I won't give up on us even if the skys get rough i will still love you" i say to him he still says nothing i go to fly the ship the planet where luke is and to my surprise i see the ship with ray i know I scence her and than i make a decision is to go to luke of live learn the ways of the force and learn the ways of the light saber i go with learning and being with kylo ren and now i am scared out of my head to what kylo ren will think aka ben solo.