FEB-23-2010

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"That's it I cannot take any more of your ignorance. This is no longer a relationship. It's always about you and you just seem to be interested about yourself. It's as if you never wanted me here. And it's me who is always pushing things and taking initiatives to keep this relationship healthy. That's it, I quit, FOR GOOD!!" were her last words. I tried to explain how it all was just a game. But she refused to accept it. She must hate me. Well even I was not crazy about myself at that point. I ran behind her and explain all about it but it dint seem to go anywhere." I woke up with a start it was all a dream. I had to apologize to her. Be with her again. So after all that wait I started for her house. To apologize in person. But the Ego restrained me. So I stayed.

It had been more than a week since I had spoken to Kate. And I was starting to feel really guilty. It was not my fault but that's not the point at all. It was a huge fight but now it's all getting on to my head. I was stupid and I should have apologized to her but I did not. It was her mistake as well. The ego dint let me move forward with the apology. I was an achiever up till then, that dint let me put my foot down. But at the end no matter whose mistake it is the distance between US increases. I dint know what would make it better. And I was torn between my feelings and my ego. Damn the ego!!

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