Everday Without You(Larry Stylinson)

(A/N)Okay so I got the idea for this story randomly. I just thought of it and ummm this is it. Sorry if it's terrible.

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Seeing him with her everyday tore me apart. That should be me standing next to him, hugging him. Loving him. Everyday I go on, knowing that I can't be with the one I love and its a terrible feeling. I wish I could just end my life. It'd be quick and easy. Pleasant actually. No matter how much I want to I couldn't do that to my band. I would be making them suffer. Everything that we've done would be wasted if I did it. So I just stick to cutting. Not where fans can see though. It's always my legs because no one ever bothers to look. What if I cut to deep and it all ended well, I don't know. I just hope that everything will be okay. I try to get it out by writing letters every night, but they're never any help. Maybe just maybe one day I will be put out of my misery. Hopefully I'll get to be with the one I love, but I'm afraid that'll never happen because Modest are such big homophobes. For now now I spend everyday without him.

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(A/N)Alright so there's the prologue. If in the comments you can guess who's POV it is than good job.