It's been so long without you
I don't know Ash
My heart hurts because everyday I think about you
It hurts so much baby
You're not here and I've gone through so much.
I miss our talks
I miss looking in your eyes and seeing everything that made me fall in love with you
I miss your smell you're cologne mixed with mint
I miss the way you would hold me
Or kiss my head or forehead
I just miss you
It's been 4 months
4 months with an empty heart
4 anniversaries missed
Nights sleeping by myself in an empty bed
Your side is still the way it was before you left
Your house is exactly like it was
Every time I go inside it takes all I have to keep from crying
You were a big impact on my life
And you're not here
I know you'll be back soon
And I'm waiting for that day
Everyday I look to see if I see your car or your favorite jacket lying on the couch
Or your favorite shirt on our bed but it's not
They aren't there anymore
