Justin's POV
Bella and I where in the car,on our way to my interviews. I looked in the mirror to see what she was doing. She was about to fall asleep.
Justin: "Bella baby?"
Bella: "Mhmm"
Justin: "Baby, you need to stay awake."
Bella: "Sorry Daddy."
Justin: "Here play with my phone."
Bella took my phone and then asked.
Bella: "Daddy, where is the nickjr app?"
Justin: "In your section"
Bella: "What?"
Justin: "Do you see the box that says your name?"
Bella: "YES!"
Justin: "Haha it's in that one."
Bella: "Found it."
Justin: "YEAH!"
Bella: "Haha I'm so good!"
Justin: "But not as good as me."
Bella: "Your right I'm better."
Justin: "Haha sure!"
(20 minutes later)
I got to the parking lot and went to open the door to get Bella out but she fell asleep while watching 'Max and Ruby'. I picked her up and brought her into the buliding everyone was greeting me. Everyone was 'awwing' when they saw Bella sleeping. I then turned a corner and went to the stage and got ready for my interview.
We started the interveiw and everyone was awwing Bella when they saw she was asleep on my lap. I could not help but kiss her head.
Interviewer: " So this is your first real big interview sense you got Bella, right?"
J:"Yeah, it is."
I: "How is it? Being a new Dad?"
J: "Umm it's hard and a lot of fun, I love it! She is a really sweet little girl, I love her so so so much and she means the world to me, and if anyone ever hurt my baby girl I would hurt them 10 times worst"
I: "You hear that boy's don't break little Bella's heart, or her Daddy might beat you up!"
J: "She won't be able to date in till she is 20!"
I: "WOW! Does she remind you of Elizabeth?"
J: "Yeah, alot everything she does. I mean her smile is just amazing, her laugh just makes me smile, her hair is just like Elizabeth's, I mean Just EVERYTHING is like Elizabeth, and ugh that's hard."
I started to get teary eyed.
I: "I'm so sorry, if this is still a touchy subject we can move on."
J: "Uh no, it's.........it's not."
I then looked down and then looked at Bella sleeping with her head on my lap and I smiled a little.
I: "Bella really means the world to you, doesn't she?"
J: "She's my everything."
I: "So next question, how did feel being told you her father?"
J: "Shocking I want to know where I was, what I was doing, who I was with when she was at home in pain, I mean dealing with a baby inside of you I mean it can't easy. I see how much pain people are in. I just felt selfish and just.....I felt like shity guy. I wasn't the best boyfriend out there, I wasn't a good guy. I cheated. I cheated on Elizabeth a few times. And I always told her, it was the last time and I really loved her."
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