I always thought there was a heaven but now I know there's only hell and we live in it. Darkness is always stronger no matter how much light you use, it will always be there. I once thought I can just hide it but now I don't think I can't anymore. It hurts and I can't take it anymore. I just want to give up but if I do people will just get mad. I'm confused and I feel like throwing up. I don't know what to do. My heart doesn't tell me anything anymore and I don't even know if it's there anymore. All I hear are voices in my head and their screaming at me saying give up. I try to just live my life but the more I ignore it the harder it gets. But I think I finally snapped. My head hurts.
