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Chapter 2

It was that stage in any relationship. Romantic or not. Where it's just those awkward "getting to know eachother" texts.

-Zach S.-

Yeah, basically streaming has been taking up a lot of my time at night :( I start from anywhere from 11 PM to 1 AM and they can get super long

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-Jude-

I can definitely understand that, I used to watch them at night when I had school in the morning, it felt so wrong but it felt so good

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-Zach S.-

gachiGASM? XD I'm sure it did, it sucks that they went SO late where you lived. What, around like 3 AM or later? Damn. FeelsBadMan

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-Jude-

it definitely felt bad in the morning when the only thing that could wake me up was probably a semi-truck ramming into my bed head-on. eh, not even that. maybe two

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This boy was the only person I was talking to. Except my best friend from back on the East coast, Mia. We were best friends all throughout highschool. I miss her like hell. We even had plans of moving in together if we went to the same college. We would get a nice apartment, play video games, the perfect life. Unfortunately that is something you can't necessarily do in college if you're thinking realistically. And she went to a state college.

I also had a few internet friends I talked to. Her name was Jill, and we met through Sneaky's streams. We would chat while he was streaming, always fangirling about how cute he was. But imagine if I told her this, she would freak out. I didn't want to tell her, I might lose a friend then. I don't even talk to her as often as I used to anyways.

This next message took longer for him to write, as did I, and I can see how it was a little risque. You could tell his intentions, but tried not to be too forward.

-Zach S.-

Soooo, I have to go to scrims in a few, but i'll text you after! maybe we could skype! I'd love to see your face! :) i can give you my skype later, but hey you gotta promise not to give it out like i did that one time on stream XD

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-Jude-

okay! i'll be waiting! not to be weird or anything XD i'm just not doing anything today haha and of course! I'd love to see yours too!! and i would never that's just a DICK move, only DICKS would do that. i remember that stream wow

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I had to have my little freakout for a bit before I could function normally. My freakouts consisted of jumping up and down, crawling on the floor in a demonic manner, squealing into my pillow, and running back and forth across all 500 square feet of my apartment. This was no laughing matter, I had to prepare. Make sure that I looked nice (better than I normally did on Saturday nights alone), but not too done up with a full flawless face of makeup. I have never worn makeup on a daily basis anyways. Ever since I started not caring about what other people thought about me and my natural hair and face, things have only gone uphill from there. It's not that I am letting myself go, or that I don't care about my personal hygiene anymore, because wearing makeup and personal hygiene don't correlate. But hey, I don't judge anyone who wears a ton of makeup or none like me. The only "makeup" I wore ever was sometimes concealer for any really bad breakouts. And I wore makeup for certain occasions, I just don't feel the need to wear it on a daily basis because I am confident in my own skin.

Okay, I had to practice to make myself look somewhat decent. I didn't want to have a whole lot of anything on, makeup-wise. Just some kind of oomph. I haven't really "prepared" for anything like this in a long time.