New Flame

Chapter 34

Aaliyah's POV: I Looked At Chris Standing On One Knee & Was Speechless As To What To Say When He Asked Me To Be His One & Only Girl. To Be His Future For Life. I Was Hesitant To Either Accept Or Deny It. I Mean Everything With Us Has Been Going Smoothly For The Most Part But I Didn't Know If I Was Ready Or Not... I Mean We've Been Thru So Much Recently That I'm So Uncertain.. But I Know In My Heart I Love Him So Maybe It's Time To Leave The Past The Past & Start A New Flame With Our Lives... I Was Immediately Broken Out My Thoughts By Chris Shaking My Hand...

"Baby What Do You Say?" He Asked Still Bent On One Knee Searching For The Answer To His Question

"I Honestly Don't Know Babe With Everything We've Been Thru In Our Pasts Are You Genuinely Sure This What You Want. To Start A Family With Me & Be One Forever... I Mean What If You Get Tired Of Me Then What? I Can't Go Thru What I Witnessed As A.. Never Mind I Don't Wanna Bring It Up" As I Suddenly Started Crying & Turning Away...

Chris's POV: I Got Up Off My Bended Knee & Looked Down Feeling My Heart Being Instantly Crushed... I See After All This Time We've Spent Together She Was Hiding Something From Me & It Instantly Caused Me To Become Furious... Like I've Told Her So Much Shit & Then She Turns Me Down Like This.. Maybe We Not Meant To Be Together... Like Damn, What Could She Be Hiding To Have Her Turn Me Down Like This?

"What Are You Hiding From Me Aaliyah That's Making You After All This Time Question Our Relationship? Like Shit I Know Michael Hurt Your Ass But Damn I've Been Here For The Last Year Plus Building Our Relationship & Gave You What You've Always Wanted Which Was A Man To Love Your Stubborn Ass & Then When I Gave You My Heart & Shit & Ask You To Marry Me Then All The Sudden Some Other Secret Comes Out So What Have You Not Fully Told Me Cuz Now You Got Me Sitting Here Looking Dumb As Fuck" I Snapped Clenching My Jaw

"Really Christopher You Gonna Act Like That? You'll Never Understand What The Fuck I've Been Thru.. I Hid It For A Good Reason... Because I Know You Won't Give A Damn So Why Bother Saying Something.. You Gave Me Everything I Wanted Yes But You'll Never Understand..." She Said Behind Tears & At This Moment I Really Didn't Give Zero Fucks That She Was Crying Because She Always Does This Shit

"You Know What You're Right Why Does It Matter... Cuz Apparently I'll Never Understand What Your Bitch Ass Wants... You Hid Something From Me For This Long & To Think I Thought You Were Different But I Guess Not You're Just Like Every Other Thot Ass Bitch I've Been With... They All Just Wanting The D & When They Finally Get It, They Wanna Be Done.. I Wish The Baby Would've Died To Be Honest Cuz Then Your Ass Wouldn't Of Had Shit But You Know What After This You Wont & I Put That On Everything... Have A Nice Life Hoe We Finished & That's FOREVER!!!" After I Said That I Walked Right Out Her Room Hearing Her Screaming & Cussing At Me & Walked Passed Trey

"Yo Man What's Wrong? "I Heard Trey On My Heels Walking After Me

"Get The Fuck Away From Me Man All That Girl Was Is Nothing More Than My Last Ex A Fucking Thot I Should've Never Got That Hoe Pregnant But I'll Be Dammed If She Keeps My Daughter From Me... And To Think I Agreed To Name Her After My Mother & Was Going To Wife Aaliyah How Foolish Of Me To Think She Was Different From Any Other Bitch I Dated" I Spat With Anger

"What The Fuck You Talking About Bro?" He Said Confused As To What I Said Like I Had To Spell It Out To Him

"Bitch Been Hiding A Secret For The Past Year & Some Change Of Our Relationship & Then When I Go To Propose To Her Selfish Ass, She Wants To Go & Say She Witnessed Something In Her Past But Then Didn't Want To Tell Me What It Was.. I Didn't Even Give Her A Chance To But I Don't Give A Fuck No More.. These Hoes Ain't Loyal... I Need A Female Whose Gonna Keep It 100 With Me..." I Say Pulling My iPhone Out & Brining Up The Uber App To Book A Ride

"There You Go Right There You Didn't Even Give Her A Chance.. Man She Just Got Done Pushing A Kid Out & Shit Like Bro That's Hard On A Female That's Something We Will Never Experience... I'm Sure There's A Good Explanation On Why She Didn't Tell You"

"I Don't Give A Fuck & If You Care About Her So Much, Then Why Don't You Get With Her!! Shit You Probably Will Once I Get In This Uber & Not Look Back.. You Always A Weak Dude Taking My Girls & Sitting Here Spitting This Bro Shit.. Man Fuck That You've Never Been My Bro You've Always Been In My Damn Shadow Waiting For The Day I Found A Bad One To Steal Her From Me Because You Can Never Get Your Own Bitch! Get The Fuck Out My Face With That Shit & Oh While Your At It, Tell That Bitch When She Gets Out To Get Her Stuff Out My Lawn Cuz That's Where It's Going & Sitting & Hope She Has A Nice Life" I Said Walking Away & Hoping In The Uber & Heading Back To My Crib

Aaliyah's P.O.V: I Was Crying My Eyes Out In The Hospital Bed Replaying What Chris Just Said To Me... It's Not That I Didn't Wanna Marry Him But He Doesn't Understand I Witnessed My Parents After Years Of Marriage Constantly Fighting & Then Filing For Divorce. I Lost My Whole Family & I Wouldn't Want To Put My Child Going Through That.. It Was Rough For Me.. I Still Can't Believe He Said  I Was A Thot & That All I Wanted Was His Dick! Like What The Fuck Happened To The Chris That Was A Sweetheart... I Don't Even Know Who This Chris Is & I Don't Like It Either & I'll Be Dammed If He Sees Lil Baby Joyce EVER!!  Especially After He Said He Hoped She Would've Died Who Says That Shit... Apparently Someone Who Is A Compulsive, Heartless, Bipolar Ass Bastard... Yeah That's What He Is... A BASTARD & A DONOR... My Daughter Will Never Know Who Her Father Is I Won't Allow Her!!