Victim
He said he was going to kill me
because he loves me
He said he hits me
because he loves me
When his bare hands, his heavy black boots
His whips and lashes crack down on my bare flesh...
I believed it.
He said you are a good girl
He took me in his arms, stroking my thighs
My upper body, parts that not even I dared to touch...
I believed it.
When rusty blood was running down my pale skin
Dripping on the gray, cracking cement
Where I slept for 9 years
I believed it.
He made me feel worthless, not loveable
He made me feel sorry for him
He made me feel like he is my family, somebody I always wanted to be with
He made me say : "I Do Love You.", and I did.
Mother
She said he was going to kill her
because he loved her
She said he hits her
because he loved her
Her bruises
Black and blue
Purple and green
Decorating her body
I didn't believe it
Saying she is a good girl
He took her in his arms, stroking her thighs, her upper body, parts that not even she dared to touch
Screaming at night
Trembling at day
Missing him between hours
Only seconds until
She wants to go back to him
I didn't believe it
Disgust flows through my body
Like my own blood in my veins
9 years
Waiting
Suffering
My little girl knowing that true meaning of love
Loving a monster.
Therapists, over the edge of reflecting glasses
"She does love him."
I didn't believe it.
Kidnapper
I said I was going to kill her
because I love her
I said I am hitting her
because I love her
Silver hair in the moonlight
Falling to the ground
Like leaves at fall time
Eyes as deep as oceans water
Little diamonds sparkling on me
I Do Love Her
I said you are a good girl
I took her in my arms, stroking her thighs
Her upper body, parts that not even she dared to touch...
Hanging onto her
My feelings growing bigger
Wanting her to be all mine
Never go my little princess
I Do Love Her
Her screaming
Music in my ears
Her crying
The water I need to survive
Her body
My satisfaction
I Do Love Her
Our 9 year anniversary my little princess
Say it... say I do love you...
With voice as sweet
As honey and milk
I'll be waiting
With cakes and presents
With whips and lashes
I'll be waiting for you
To come home
I Do Love You
