A Mindless Behavior Love Story: Not just your ordinary fan

A Mistake

"I cannot believe my mom did that! She ruins everything for me! It's not like we were gonna do anything with them. Damn she always think I'm gonna be fuckin somebody and gettin pregnant!" I ranted.

Like how would you feel if this happened to you? You'd feel some type of way, wouldn't you? I sat cross legged on the floor as I thought about the situation.

"Des, don't bug out. At least we got to hang with them for a lil bit. And just think, Mindless Behavior has stepped foot in your house, sat on your couch. I bet if we go downstairs and sniff it we can smell their scent." Ki said.

I gave her the "nigga-you-are-fucking-obsessed-talkin-bout-sniffin-couches-" look. Basically the look you give someone when they say something completely weird and stalkerish.

"Ion care. Your mom pissed me the fuck off! Roc and I had a special vibe going in that room. Didn't y'all feel it? I wonder if he was thinking about what Chres jr. Would look like. He would have his fathers sexy! And his moms swag, smarts, and everything else. Or if I have a girl, we'll name her Chresanti! She'll have her mothers looks and dads excellent hair." Justyce said.

"Chresanti?" We asked.

"Yeah Chresanti! It's a cute name." She responded.

"GIRLS!" My mother yelled from down the stairs.

What could she possibly want from us right now. She basically kicked us out the living room not too long ago.

"YEAH?"

"COME DOWN HERE!" She yelled.

We all groaned then slowly made our way to her.

Once we got downstairs, she was in the kitchen leaning on the counter. We all sat down on the living room couch,and she made our way to us sitting on the other one.

"Have y'all lost your god damn mind?! Inviting them damn boys over here. How would you parents feel about this?"

"Mom you don't understand! What if New Edition came to your house when you were younger? You would do the exact same thing I did!" I yelled.

"Watch your tone. You're still under my roof, my rules. And I don't give a damn! I would've gotten my ass beaten if I let them boys in my house. I don't care if it was your favorite boy band! The meet n greet was enough. Them boys don't care about you! They just love the money you give them!"

"You always over react mom! You act like they were making a move on us and tryna do something! Nothing was gonna happen mom they probably don't even think of us like that. We just met! Why do you do is? It's like you don't trust me. Always think I'm gonna have sex with somebody! What did I do to lose your trust? Or did I never have it in the first place?" I asked.

"Because I don't want you becoming a mother at the age of 16 Destiny! Being a teen mother is hard! I made a mistake of having sex when I was younger, then I had you." She said.

It felt like my heart had shattered into pieces. Did she really say what I think she did? I can't believe this.

"So, you're saying I'm a mistake? You never wanted me here? You wish you never had me?" I cried as the tears started pouring down my face.

Before she could answer I ran upstairs to my room, locking my door behind me. I ran to my bed and collapsed on top of it, soaking my comforter with tears. No wonder she's always mean to me. Strict. I just thought she was over-protective, like some parents are. But she just didn't want the same thing to happen. A mistake child, born from a mistake child.

I continued to cry into my soft sheets. Thinking about all the good times I've had with my mother, which was very few. When I thought about it, they were mostly bad. I just cried and cried and cried, until I eventually fell asleep.