No Regrets ( a mindless behavior story)

everything changed part 2

I sat in the corner of my room gasping for air ... I peeked out the window for a quick minute and they were still there . Right outside my window on the sidewalk still ....

I creeped back down as and lend my head back on the wall ..

"so close" I thought in my head ..

At Night ..

"Girls ?" my mom called . We all walked out of our rooms .

"mama is a little sick , she has to "she began coughing real hard .

"mom take your time , slow down " nia patted her on her back .

"I need to go away for awhile just to clear my mind , promise you'll be good and take care of yourselves before you get back " mom said .

"you just need some rest , where would you go anyway " Michelle said..

"dont worry about it , I'll be fine girls " she said . . She packed her stuff and got in a car waiting outside . . .

"you guys what are we going to do ?" I asked .

"youre the "smart one" ashley , you tell me " nia said .

"yeah , dont you think were thinking about that to " Michelle said smartly also .

"I was just asking sorry " I told them .

"sorry ? sorry isnt going to fix the fact that we live .. in a abandoned apartment for peeks sake , we have to hide from the police or any bystanders . We eat junk food , were not even.pretty anymore and all you can say is sorry , the fck is sorry going to do " nia yelled in tears .

"you dont understand that we cant fix or go back and change what happen . We would in a heartbeat hut whats done is done . Why can't.you realize that we're stuck . " Michelle yelled .

"you guys are mad for what ?! This is no one's fault . We depended on our parents our whole lives and now that were our own , which wasnt planned , we're giving up on each other " I yelled back towards them .

"whatever " nia said and walked away . Michelle followed .

I dont know what caused all this tension between us .. One minute were close than the next were against each other .. mostly me .. But I didnt do anything . .

Dear Diary ,

I really need help right now . my sister's really dislike me . I dont know what I did , Ive done nothing wrong . I try so hard to contribute my behalf in helping us but everyone is so frustrated .. Mom left today .. wondering what will happen now .. I swear everything has changed .. :(