I heard noises through out the house so I decided to get up.
I throw the cover off my body and head to the door.
"Andy?"I ask yawning
"Hey we're making breakfast."Andy smiles walking past me.
"Okay."
I walk to the couch and lay down closing my eyes again.
I wasn't going to sleep I'm just to tired for my eyes to be open yet.
"Hannah." I opened my eyes and it was jinxx
"What?"
"It's time to eat and then Andy is going to drive you home."
"Coolio."I yawn
"Jinxx?"I ask before he walks into the kitchen.
"Yeah."
"What time is it?"
He pulls his phone out an turns it on
"12:37."
"Okay."I get up and pull my hair up in a bun
I walk into the kitchen and everyone is at the table except jinx ,me and Andy.
Andy isn't even in the kitchen.
"Where's Andy at?"
"I think he's getting dressed."Ashely says shoving bacon in his mouth.
I just nod.
"Cool."I eat a couple bacon peaces and a couple rolls.. I'm not a breakfast person.
"That's all your eating?"cc says putting his plate in the sink.
I shrug,"not a breakfast person."
"Okay."
I walk out the kitchen an see Andy in a ripped up misfits tank top and black jeans and vans.
He was staring at his phone scrolling threw something.
I walk over to him and hug him
"What's this for?"he laughs putting away his phone in one hand and wrapping me in the other.
"For you,your music,your band."I say with tears dripping down my face.
He looks down at me and smiles.
"Your welcome!"he wipes my tears away.
He hugs me again and everyone else joins in but then Ashley burped in my face
"I'm gonna throw up!"
They laugh
"Come here purdy boy!"I yell
"Nah I'm good!"he giggled
I run after him and he runs near Andy but before he got to him I jumps on his back
"Maniac!!" Ashley yells
"That's what they called me in school."I laughed
And slap him.
"Ow."he laughs
The guys all laugh.
"Alright I'm gonna get ready and Andrew your taking me home so I can change."
Andy nods smiling at me and I walk down the hall to his room.
I grab my cloths and put then on then I to Ashley's room and throw the pajamas on his bed.
"Ready Andy."I say peeping my head into the living room
He nods and grabs his keys
"So umm hi."I laugh
"Hey beautiful."he smiles
I start to scratch my wrist...shit the foundation rubbed off!!!!
He looks down and stops walking.
"Andy I'm sorry!!"I tear up.
He drops to his keys and grabs my wrist seeing 2 day old cuts with dry blood in the crack of some of them.
"Why Hannah."he whispers.
His head is at my stomach so all I have to do is look down at him.
"It's......I have to friends,I have no family,all I do at home is sit there with my mind ,my thoughts and I look in the mirror every single day and I don't feel worth anything!"I say crying
I look down at Andy who was looking straight up at me with a few tears running down his face.
"Listen Hannah.. I c-care for you a lot.. I can't stop you from doing this I know how it feels! And.... Hannah?"
"Yeah."
"Will you go out with me?"
I nod crying harder,"yes!"
He stands up and hugs me
"I'm sorry,again."
"It's okay..il be here! No matter what okay..I promise!"
I sniffle drying away the falling tears.
"Should we go?"
"Yeah."he smiles while grabbing my hand.
We get in his car and I tell him the directions..
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I open the front door.
"So you want to stay or should you get goin on practicing shit."
"Knock knock!!"I heard rose
"Hide!!"push him into the closet
"Hey."
"What the fuck you just leave your friends at the bar like that!! YOUR A PIECE IF SHIT HANNAH!!!!worst friend ever!"she yells
"We kept arguing and I just left! It's your fault for getting drunk like that!! Your an adult you make up your own responsibilities!!! My responsibility isn't taking care of you but my self!"
"Your such a bitch!! You help friends!"she pushes me
"Don't push me like that!! And it's not my fault I'm right!"I yell
"Our friend ship is over!!
Have fun being an emo ,pathetic looser and fucking kill yourself!"she screams walking out the door.
I turn around and sprint to my room and slamming the door.
I run to my bed and cry.
"Hannah!!"Andy days coming into my room
He sighs,"your okay!"
"Andy please don't leave me "i cry
"I'm not going to leave you sweetie."
He lays next to me
"Come here!"
I turn around hiding my face.
"No actually come to me child!"he laughs dragging me closet to him.
"It's going to be fine! I'm here and so is the band if you ever need anything."and kisses my head.
I look up at him and I smile
I kiss his lips feeling his cold lip wring.he starts kissing me back.
I drag myself on top of him.
A couple minutes later we finally stop.
"Haha that was great."
I look at him weird
"What can man not speak their thoughts?"
I shake my head and laugh
"I'm taking a shower."I giggle getting up and I walk into my bathroom
"Then what am I going to do?"he says
"The tv remote is on my dresser!"I say turning on the water.
I take my cloths off and get in.
Andy's p.o.v (Surprise)
I get up and grab the remote.
"Hmm let's see..."I say scrolling through the Chanel's
Well the Texas chainsaw mascar is on!
Ugh her bed is comfortable.
"Andy!"I hear her
"Yeah."
"Bring me cloths I for got them!"
"Okay!"
I walk to her closet and search through her shirts.
Ah-ha! Bvb army shirt
I walk out of her closet and to her dresser.
"I think she'd look hot in shorts!"I pull out black shorts
"Andy?"
"Yeah babe."
"I need under wear!I hear her laugh
"Okay."I smirk
I pull out three drawers but finally found her underwear one!
I walk into the bathroom and the shower wasn't on. Hannah was standing there brushing her teeth rapped up in a towel.
"Here."I say offering it to her.
She smiles with her toothbrush in her mouth.
I giggle and she takes the cloths.
I honestly want to stay with her forever.
I leave the bathroom and she closes the door.
I walk back to her bed an lay down finishing the rest if the flick.
"Ow fuck!"I hear Hannah say
I get up and walk over the the bathroom door.
I open it a little to see Hannah cutting her stomach.
My eyes widen wishing I never saw this.
I open the door all the way.. She's in a bra!
I take the blade from her.
"That's the only one I have!"she screams
"Your not getting it back!
You know what! You do I do it!"
I put the blade up to my forearm and push down and cut it
"Andy!"she turns away and cries
I go to her room and open the window
"I'm so stupid."I heard he mumble
I throw the blade out.
I walk back into her bathroom.
She was on the floor crying.
"Come here!"
I pick her up bridal style.
I lay her on her bed.
I sit next to her and I grabbed her waist looking at the cuts.
15.......
I sighed
Tears started to float down my face
I got up and went to the bathroom and grabbed her shirt and a washcloth and wet it and went back to her
"I'm sorry."she sniffles look at the tv
"That's your only blade, correct?"
"Yeah."she looks me in the eyes then looks back at the tv.
Her stomach had a bunch of blood on it.
I whipped her stomach down.
I got up to get some bandaids.
I grabbed four.there was some bad ones.
After I put them on her I handed her her shirt.
"I'm surprised you didn't look at my boobs."she laughed
"I did once I'll admit!"
"Oh okay! Well I'm going to put makeup on."
"No I like you without makeup!"
She smiles."okay!"
She gets on top of me and starts making out with me but of course I do to!
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..
..
Its 10 o'clock.
"I have to go."I kiss her
"Okay."she smiled and kisses me back.
"Call me tomorrow if you want! If you want to come over I'll pick you up."I say
"Okay!"I walk out her room then out of her front door into my car.
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The whole ride home I couldn't stop thinking of her bloody stomach.
I walk into my apartment.
"Where have you been?"Ashley winks
"1.me and Hannah are together
2.i caught her cutting herself."I say sadly
"did you do something about it?"jinxx asks
"Of course he did he's andy!"jake laughs
"I threw her blade out of the window and helped her.."
"Did you see any boobs?"Ashley asks
"Jesus Ashley!"I laugh,"but yeah I did."
"Coolio!"
"Ashley is probably still hard. We came home to him and Brittany moaning!"cc laughs
"Gross."I giggle
"I'm going to sleep guys!"I wave
"Night andy!"they all yell
I walk into my room and pull my pants off and fall into my bed exhausted
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