Dear Eunhyuk | Lee HJ.

Dear Eunhyuk.

I scarred her.

That was the first thing that came into my mind after reading Nicole's letters that was sent into my email through lettermelater. This was written 3 years ago, before I entered military.

3 years ago, I hurt my bestfriend. Call me bastard, asshole, jerk, whatever, but I regret all of those things that I did to her.

3 years ago, I was in a relationship with a girl I thought would be the best for me.

3 years ago, my bestfriend left me without telling me the reason why and telling me about her whereabouts, and now I know why she left. She wanted to move on. She wanted to heal the scars that I've caused to her.

Too late to regret. Maybe there are things that needs to be gone for you to realize how important they are to you. And Nicole was one of those.

"Eunhyuk-ah, are you okay?" Donghae asked.

There are times that I really wish I was Donghae, he looks like he doesn't have any problems at all.

I nodded, "I'm fine. I just need to talk to Kyu."

I didn't wait for Donghae to respond and went out of the room. I need to talk to Kyuhyun. I wanted to ask him where is she now. I need to see her.

"Kyuhyun, why?" I asked him, half screaming and half holding it back as I open the door with a force.

Kyuhyun's eyes went wide as he almost dropped the mug. "Hyung, - "

"Why didn't you tell me that you know where is she now? You know, Kyu, You know how I almost went cray just to find her. Why?" Tears stung.

Kyuhyu sighed, "She told me not to tell you."

"Kyu, please, bring me to her." I begged. I want to see her. I need to tell her that I love her too.

"Okay. We'll get a ticket to Japan."