Not Afriad to Die For You **(Black Veil Brides)**

Chapter 9: Joshua

ANDY'S POV:

(Seven Weeks Later)

"You named him without me." She growled. I'd heard about enough of that this month.

"Just be happy I didn't misspell it." I smirk.

She smiles. "Well.... It is cute.... It suits him."

I nod. Resting my head on her shoulder and hugging her from behind. I stare down into Josh's eyes, he glances towards me and giggles, his arms flailing around when he sees me. I smile and use one of my icy hands to brush his cheek. He whimpers and grabs my hand, tugging my finger into his mouth and teething on it gently. I smile, kissing Jordan's cheek.

"Are you gonna be like daddy when you're older?" I coo to him.

Jordan rolls her eyes. "Oh please no." She smirks.

Josh giggles and bites down on my finger with a little more force than I was expecting from a seven week old baby. I gasp and pull back as he giggles.

"Strong little fucker." I chuckle, rubbing my finger.

"So I'm guessing we're not censoring language around our kids....?" Jordan asks.

"Yeah, just let em have free reign I guess. But if we end up having a girl, you're explaining.... All that shit to them." I shrug.

"Aw fuck you." She laughs.

"Not that we're having any more kids anytime soon." I lay back, closing my eyes.

Jordan stays silent. "Y-- Yeah...." She says. She hands Josh to me. "I'm gonna go take a nap." She smiles weakly and walks into the bathroom for a few minutes before walking to our bed and sliding under the covers.

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JORDAN'S POV:

"Not that we're having any more kids anytime soon." Andy said as he laid back and closed his eyes. I bit my lip.

"Y-- Yeah." I manage, handing Josh to him. "I'm gonna go take a nap." I tell him, standing up and walking into the bathroom. I grab the three positive pregnancy tests and wrap them in a wad of toilet paper before stuffing them to the bottom of the garbage can and then tossing various trash on top of it.

Andy didn't have to know yet right?

I nodded at myself in the mirror, wiping off the eyeliner stained tears off my cheeks. Then step out into our apartment and into the bed, silently letting more tears slide down my face before forcing myself to sleep.

***

I woke up, seeing Joshua in his crib, Andy laying on the side of the bed, looking like he'd fallen asleep staring at our son. I stood up and cleaned my face off before packing a few of both mind and Josh's things and kissed Andy's forehead, walking out the front door silently.

I strapped Josh into his car seat. "I'm sorry baby, we'll go back to Daddy soon, we have something to do for awhile." I tell him, tickling him as he giggled, oblivious to what was happening. A completely ignorant, innocent little boy. I started crying as I got in the drivers seat and drove to Jake's house. I hang Josh's arms over my shoulder as he gurgles and I drag our bags to the front door.

I kick the door gently to knock. Jake opens the door and his face goes a mix between red anger and pale.

"What did that bastard do this time, I swear I'll--"

"J-- Jake n-- nothing's wrong with Andy...." I sniff, his face glazes over in puzzlement. "I-- I'm pregnant again and I-- I--" I start bawling again. Jake takes Josh from me and holds me close.