↣ promise me
"so, why are we here?" we were walking around the theme park, holding hands but as friends only. he stopped walking and dragged me to the nearest bench. we sat down but it felt awkward, like something was wrong.
"remember how i told you that i wanted to audition for jyp?" i nodded and he sighed. i was getting more scared about what could happen next, my hands were shaking but it stopped when he held them.
"minjae, if i ever leave you, would you hate me?" i looked away and could feel him staring at me. "why would I hate you? I should be thankful that I have you by my side right now." he chuckled, he then went through his bag and gave me an envelope.
"what's this?" be gave me the open-it-up-and-see look. as I open it, my eyes widened and my heart was about to jump out due to the excitement. " YOU GOT IN, I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU." be seemed a little embarrassed, because I was jumping around and people were starinh at me, thinking I was crazy. I calmed down a little and sat back down.
I hugged him really tight, that I didn't want to let go of him. "so let me guess, you're training soon and i have to send you back home?" he nodded and my heart broke even more.
it was already broken from mark, who was always there for me and now, the one that took over his place. jinyoung was the new mark, enemy, classmate but most of all, my best friend.
I never noticed the tears rolling down my face until he wiped them away for me. i smiled at him and he smiled back. "i'll miss that smile of yours." jinyoung smiled again but a tear also ran down his face.
"promise me that you'll always be the same minjae I met, the one who became my best friend, the one who always stayed with me and the one who made me realise my hopes and dreams, promise?" we pinky promised and the tears kept rolling down my face, non stop.
"so when are you leaving?" he looked at his phone and sighed with a sad face. "so i guess you crying a lot means, now?" he nodded. i didn't want to say goodbye, we both didn't. he got up and pulled me up as well.
"that's enough crying." i tried to stop but i couldn't, suddenly his lips were on my lips. It was so sudden that I didn't do anything after.
"take that as my good bye kiss." i smiled and hugged him one last time. as we walked out of the theme park, a van was parked at the front.
i looked at him and he was nervous, but I had to cheer him on with his dreams as well. "go, it's what you've dreamed for, no turning back now." jinyoung smiled and let go of me. he started walking and opened the door. he turned around and smiled. "take care of yourself and text me when you free!" jinyoung shouted and closed the door.
it started leaving and soon faded away. i couldn't believe it. i was hurt but happy at the same time.