Today I sat down with SJ, now, I haven't written much about her, but basically she was the reason Tom didn't go to jail for what he did to me.
So, today, I sat down with SJ. Who I have not been friends with for a year now, in fact, I have hated her with a passion. To the point were being in the same room as her made me sick. But, today, she asked me for a hug and something inside of my awoke and there was a light behind her eyes, something I have never seen before. A spark of hope lit inside of me. And I wanted to save her from her own mind. I hugged her and a few hours later sat down with her and talked. She wasn't too different, but something about her just gave me hope. Something happened in the holidays, and she doesn't remember what she did to me. I dont know if I believe that but I'm going to trust her on this. Although she has given me no good reason to trust her. She looked at me with her sad hazel eyes, tears in them and said softly
"I just want to give you a hug"
I pushed my bag aside and gave her a light hug, she squeezed me tight and rubbed my back. I couldn't help but miss this feeling.
Today, my accomplishment was that I let go of my hate and my anger for this particular girl and I feel lighter. I let go of my past, as much as I could anyway. And that's what I achieved today. And God, do I feel great.
STAI LEGGENDO
Out Of Your Veins.
Random(THIRD BOOK OF THREE- First book Into your veins and second book is Through your veins.) I tell myself that suicide will fix it, because I know that I'm not strong enough to do this, yet other times I tell myself I really am strong enough to do thi...
