G's POV
I woke up and looked over to Kamari. Her phone began to vibrate so I picked it up.
**Phone Call**
Me~ Wassup
Unknown~ Nigga, where Kamari
Me~ Right here, she's sleep
Unknown~ I don't know what the fuck seems to be funny, tell her it's Darren and I said to call me back
Me~ See, I don't know. When she wake up she's gonna be a lil sore bruh
"Darren"~ Man, fuck y-
**End of Phone Call**
The phone call honestly pissed me off but I just violated that nigga so ion really give a fuck. I threw her phone down on the bed and got onto mine. A little after I noticed Kamari had woken up she sat up straight and I could tell it hurt. I helped her out and brought her closer me. "It's not gonna be that bad for long" I said laughing a little. She got up and went towards the bathroom in guessing so that she could take a hot shower. "Pizza?!" I yelled to her in the bathroom "Sure" she replied. I ordered pepperoni along with wings and cheesy bread. By the time she got out the doorbell rang. When I went to get it she went straight for the cheesy bread I just grinned. "Don't laugh at me" she playfully cut her eyes at me. "I already did though" I said matching her tone. "Mm" she rolled her eyes "I mean we could always fight ma" I said laughing as she gave me an attitude. She walked towards me as if she was gonna do something. What was it "5'5'?" I asked still laughing. "5'6 niiiigggaaa" she added taking the bread sticks and going upstairs. I followed behind her with the pizza. As we sat down on the bed she began getting multiple texts and showed me after she read them. "Ol' boy talking real reckless" I said plainly. Looking to Kamari I realized how defeated she looked. I watched as she rushed into the bathroom. "Kamari" I called for her getting up and following. "Hey, don't let that sorry nigga get to you baby girl" I told her making her look into my eyes. She wiped her face and I lifted her onto the counter. Everything about her seemed so perfect without realizing it I had leaned in to kiss her. When we broke apart from our kiss she bit her lip..
Kamari's POV
With G things felt easier to handle. I leaned back on the counter and gasped when I felt him push my panties to the side and push two of his fingers into me. As I was about to climax we heard the doorbell, he removed his fingers and licked them. He walked out grinning. When he came back I asked him who it was and he didn't really answer and just shook it off. He picked me up and walked me over to the bed sliding off my panties and the shirt I had thrown on this morning. As he straddled over me he held down my wrist and began kissing my neck.
G's POV
I gave Kamari a hickey before I began to travel down her body with kisses. She let out a soft moan as soon as I began to eat her out. I knew she was ready to climax, she began to arch her back and I stopped before she did. Looking into her eyes I slowly began to slide my tip in and I knew it hurt her at first because she gasped but I kept going.
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"Don't start this shit bruh, it ain't even necessary because imma end up saying the same shit I said to you before" I said in a low tone. I listened to Jasmine as she did the same thing she always does anytime she's over here. After Kamari and I got done she went straight to sleep and about 15 minutes after that Jasmine started blowing up my phone. I guess when I didn't pick up she thought it was okay to come by the house and honestly the only reason I even answered the door is because she's crazy and I wasn't trynna have her out here vandalizing my stuff. I didn't have sympathy for Jasmine though, her and I been done for about a year now and in that time she's done everything possible for sympathy from me and has never gotten it. There was a time she even convinced me she was pregnant. "G, you act like you don't care about me tha-" my temper was honestly to bad for this I wasn't about to listen to her emotions that I would never understand. "It's cause I fuckin' don't Jasmine, we were never even together. We fucked a couple times and it had never went beyond that like people didn't even know I associated with you as anything other than a friend and then you turned around and tried to fuck me over? Get the fuck off my property" with that I slammed the door. I walked towards the kitchen and Kamari was sitting on the counter texting. She stared at me for a moment before putting the attention back on her phone. "What?" I said coming off with more of an attitude than I intended. "Nothing.." she said plainly. It sounded like she was going to continue on with her sentence but she didn't. "Kamari, what." I meant it sincerely but my anger wouldn't let me..I don't think my instincts would either. "Am I gonna end up like her?" I didn't really know how to respond to her question. Especially since I didn't really know myself. The pain she felt was so noticeable and her words came off in such a broken tone. I knew I didn't want Kamari to end up like her, but I also know myself. Maybe I don't. Something in me wanted to give Kamari more of a chance than other females. Something in me won't let me push Kamari away. "Oh, you heard all that." I said plainly. Kamari got down from the counter and began to storm off to the room but I grabbed her arm pulling her close to me. She wouldn't look at me. "Kamari" I paused waiting for her to look up, after a while she did. "You want me to be honest?" I waited for a response. All she did was nod. "I don't do relationships, I've never been the type-" I could immediately see how disappointed she was she tried to back away from me but I didn't let her. "Let me finish and quit being childish" I said firmly and she did what I told her. "Like I was saying, I'm not a relationship type of person but, I can assure you you're not her and you won't end up like her" I made sure not to sound rude towards her. She didn't respond to what I said she just kept her head down and didn't say anything. "Who hurt you.." she said under her breath I don't know if it was an actual question she wanted me to answer but it made me think. "People like to say they're the way they are because they were made that way but, I don't know I don't think that about myself" I paused for a minute and thought about the question more. "You should, no one's born with an inability to love it's developed" what she said made me think a little I wanted to argue the point but I really couldn't. "I don't have an inability to love.." I said more to myself than to her. "Everyone likes to make the statement, 'if you love someone let them go' forgetting the consequences of it. If you love someone and let them go that was a piece of you, you let go. When you love someone letting them go is not freeing them it's breaking the both of you. So love them and let them go, you just let that person think they were hard to love and you made yourself think you were justified in making them feel that way. If you love someone, something makes you base your happiness on theirs and when you let them go you don't give up on them. Letting someone walk away from you that you 'love' will hurt you both before it does you any good. People don't usually realize that until it's too late though. I can see it in your eyes you've let people go that you 'loved' without any type of second thought, someone has broken you and made your heart cold and now you've pushed it away so much that you've convinced yourself that you don't feel love. I watched you sit and question yourself with everything I've said to you in the past 10 minutes and you're attempting to tell me you don't have an inability to love? Or was that more of a question than a statement?" I listened to Kamari lecture me, I didn't really know how to feel after what she said. I had known the things she said before she even spoke on them, it's just hearing someone else express it hit harder. I felt like what she said got to her just as much as it did me but, I still didn't have much to say in response. "I can go if you need me too" she said walking away to the room and I followed. "Nah, I think it's time to stop letting go.." with that Kamari stopped walking and put her attention on me. "I may not necessarily know love, but I know how it feels to care..I mean it'd be wrong to give up on me now" I didn't understand how my emotions became so uncovered and strong but, when it came to Kamari it didn't seem wrong.
