" bro delete that now!"
" ok ok I never saw youguys in the back!"
" dude are u blind?! "julian put his head in his hands.
" bro im sorry I didn-"
" we werent ready man,shes going to gte a ton of hate now, thanks dude"
" I said im sorry man,its better people know you guys are dating tha-"
" BRO SHUT UP! YOU RUINEVERYTHING JUST FREAKING LEAVE"
jovani got up and leftslamming the door behind him.
I sat in the corner. Isthis even real, did this really happen?
Julian was close to tears,his eyes red.
" babe im sorr-"
"its ok "
" no its not I cant protect you from the hate"
" I wont let it get tome julian"
" its all my fault."
" julian shut up, it wasjovanis"
" MIA YOU DONTUNDERSTAND. I JUST WANT TO LOVE YOU WITHOUT BEING TOLD IM BETRAYINGMY FANS. I JUST WANT TO LOVE YOU AND MY GOONIES WITHOUT THEM HATINGYOU."
julian broke down intears.
I picked up my phone
" kill yourself, youdont deserve julian"
" fuck off bitch, julianis mine"
" shes not even prettyenough for him"
" shes ugly wtf isjulian doing"
I felt a tear runningdown my face.
I couldnt cry, not nowthis would make julian upset. I held it all in. I bottled it all up.
" babe, a goonie justcalled me pretty"
" for real?"
" yeah, someone evenmade me a fanpage!"
I lied, it was a hate page
I lied, a goonie calledme ugly
I lied, its not ok.
I lied the hate wasgetting to me.
Little did I know lying would be all that we spoke of from now on.
( phone call betweenjulian and mia )
j- julian m-mia
j- hey babe, how are you?
M-im okay
j- you sure?
m- I guess
j- dont lie to me
m- im not
j-you sure?
m- julian im fine.
j- ok, still on for lunchlater?
m- obviously!
j- ok good, come to myhouse at like 11:30, I will be at the house at like 11:45
m- sure, see you then
j- I love you
m- you more
I arrived at the jaras house, julians mom let me and said I couldgo to his room. I headed upstairs and went into julian and jovanisroom. " julian will be back in 15 mintues" jovani said"ok,thanks..." " mia" jovani walked towards the bed where I wassitting " yes" I said " im sorry" jovani sat down beside mecloser than ususal." its whatever" I said " I feel like shitfor doing this to you, and julian isnt talking to me" " I dontcare its nothing dont worry" jovani started crying. Head in hishands and eyes red. Just like julian. Why is he so cute when hecries? Exactly like julian, that might be the whole "twin" thing.I sooo wanted to hug him, he looked so in need for a hug. After allhe is a good friend. His hands shaking he looks at me. I couldnt helpit I warapped my arms around him and it felt amazing " dont worryjovani, it will all be okay" I pulled back from the hug and lookedinto his blue eyes. He wiped a tear away quick like he wasembarrassed to be crying. I stared deep into his eyes and next thingI know my lips pressed against his. Jovanis hands moved up to my faceas we continued to kiss he held me tight but I held him tighter.
Me and julian walked down the town, hands held. I felt so bad. Whydid I kiss jovani? I love julian.but I love jovani. I cant date both.We walk into the cafe, it was local and lovely. We sit down and ourhands still together. We take out our menus and look at the options .We hear a scream " omG ITS JULIAN JARA!"
