Kinky Is Me

Chapter 5

I had to get ready for school. It seems like I can never wake up on time, I've always got to slack. I plan on dressing up all the time and I end up wearing a T-shirt. Oh well.

So today I was getting that ombré put in my hair, and heather was going to go with me. So I decided I wanted to dress up today, and wear a dress. I thought it'd be comfy and maybe, just maybe, Chase might do something I've been dying for him to do. 'I know I shouldn't want this. It's wrong.' I say to myself. But I can't help it. My body is craving for him.

I get to school and I wait for heather to get off the bus and we walk inside to the cafeteria and we waited on sky to get here. We all sat and talked and skyler was talking about Jacob (her boyfriends) collar bone and how he broke it. And heather was talking about how her birthday was coming up and how Austin (her boyfriend) was getting her something for her birthday and he was really excited to give it to her. Skyler knew what it was, and she showed me. It's a necklace with a diamond heart and its so cute, I know she'll love it. Heather looks up at the clock, "Guys, it's 7:43, you all want to start walking out?" So we all get up and walk out into the lobby where we stand in a little group and talk so more until we have to go to first period. The bell rings and I head outside to wait on the buses for east campus. "This is when you see Chase! Maybe he'll sit beside you and give you what you want." I said to myself. I kept looking around for him and didn't see him anywhere, I started to get worried that he wasn't here. But I seem him come walking this way with some of his buddies and he normal walks up to me and grabs my side or something like that. But instead, he just walks passed me. That disappointed me beyond belief. What is going on with him?

When we get up to East Campus I go to Business Management and we sit there for like two hours doing stupid stuff on the computer until it's 9:40. 9:40 rolls around and the bell rings for dismissal and I think to myself, 'maybe he'll wait on me out in the hallway.' But I find myself disappointed again. Why is he doing this? I want this so bad that I can't stand it. He's not playing fair. I swear sometimes I hate him. There's days when he talks to me, and days when he doesn't. Like what the heck!?