Chapter 1

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I inhaled my remaining cigarette and held the smoke in my mouth,

" Really, your so depressed about life, that your going to kill yourself, wow " my incensitive brother Chace said, 

I stood up and frew my cigarette at him getting ash all over his black jumper, I run upstairs and flop on my bed, a few seconds later i hear my door open and my bed go down,

" Cmon sis i was joking, im sorry i upset you, sis get dressed " he said before walking out, i smiled,

I sifted through my wadrobe and found an white sexy flower pattern dress that came, just below my butt and white higheels, i put my hair in a loose bun with streaks of hair coming out of it. I then put on bright red lipsticks with light blue eyeshadow, followed by some mascara and blusher, Tada all done, i grabbed my phone and texted Jemmy Dodgers a.k.a my bff for ever and ever,

TO JEMMY DODGERS

Meet me at Erics party, and bring some you know what !!!

FROM KAYA

TO KAYA

Nah you dont say of course, im actually upset that yout think i wouldnt bring you know what anyways gtg c ya there 

xxx

FROM JEMMY DODGERS

 I laughed and walked downstairs my brother was there, jingling his car keys his eyes became wide,

" Were going to Erics party, not a strip club " he said,

I put my middle finger up at him, and walked out, i impatiently waited by the car door, after he opened the door i piled in, Chace put his car keys in the ignition and  began to drive,

" Listen this is the biggest party of the year, and theres gonna be alot of people there so no drinking, no getting high, no having sex, and no leaving without me " he said, while keeping his eyes fixed on the road.

" Listen Chace, I am 17 years old and 18 soon now i will drink, will get high and will have sex and will leave if i want to, your acting like im a virgin " I said waiting for his reaction,

" WHAT " he said nearly crashing. I laughed " You are a virgin right " he said, trying to keep an eye on the road.

I just ignored him, to be honest I am a virgin but today i intend to not be a virgin, about 15 minutes later we arrived at Erics house, there was music pumping loud, drunk people left right and center not to mention scattered beer bottles everywere, all i can think of is who am i gonna fuck, i have had enough of being the good girl, the old me is gone. I rushed out of the car and ran inside to Eric and greeted him handing over his birthday presents and saying thank you for inviting me all that bullshit then rushed inside, i managed to spot Jem she had a sparkly silver dress on that came to her thighs, her hair was curly, she had on silver heels. She looked perfect  i sat tapped her on the shoulder and she quickly turned around at once she hugged me tightly.

" OMG, YOU LOOK HOT " she yells,

Before i could say anything she passes me a bag of different colored ectasy pills and a large bottle of stella artwoi, i pop 5 ectasy pills in my mouth and pour the stella artwoi down my throat, everything looks happy. I swayed to the music and felt someone pull me close to them, it was a really hot guy who had emerald green eyes and a sexy henched body, i was grinding on him until he spun me around and kissed me, i just kissed back. It felt passionate, it was probably the ectasy that made it feel good but it just felt beautiful, latch by disclosure and everything felt right i grabbed him by his collar and pulled him up the stairs, i did'nt dare to stop kissing him, i frew him on the bed and ripped of his shirt, he flipped me around so i was under him and kissed my neck he pulled my dress over my head, and unclipped my bra.

Chaces P.O.V

I glared at my sister who was snogging the face of my team mate Vincent im gonna kick his ass, James was sitting next to me and watching Jem who was doing the dirty with Richard we both agreed that we wouldnt do anything until were alone with them my sister pulled Vincent upstairs and i knew exactly what they were doing, i ran upstairs and heard her and him fucking, i was angry so i walked in and started punching Vincent. My sister put her clothes on while screaming, i knew she was high because she was out of it.

IM GONNA KILL HER

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