Good To Love

She lays there, feeling broken, confused, and defeated. He loves her , he's after her heart and yet she can't give it to him. She's forgotten how to love...after all the hearts she's had, all the heartbreaks, she's forgotten how to love. If he would just give her sometime she will pray for him, pray so that she can love again...so she can feel for him.

Optional Continuation

She's loved plenty so she knows he's hers, he is genuine...however she cannot bring herself to love him. Her past overload of love had brought her so much pain. She has gone numb and cannot feel his touch..although her lover is trying to show affection. She turns to god, praying so that she may feel again. Although she has reached out...there is nothing that can help her love again.

It's good to love! It's good to love! She tells herself this repeatedly...trying to convince herself it's okay to love again...this won't end in yet another heartbreak. It's alright to give her heart to him. But in the past every time she has given herself away..it has only brought her pain. Only when it became too late did she realize her mistake...giving too much of herself away. It wouldn't hurt nearly as much as it would have if she hadn't given so much of her love away. If only he can help her to feel again. Will he be there for her as she struggles to love again. Will he hold her as she cries? Or let her lay against his side? Again she asks herself to allow her to love. It's good to love...
Her past continues to come back to haunt her and cause her pain. Her memories are holding her back. She tries and tries to convince herself it's okay to love again...but will she ever be able to love like before?.....