broke but not broken.

A hole.

08:00
At school.

I sit in my chair, look around my class and looking for green eyes boy..
But i can't find him anywhere.

Then, suddenly school bell and dispersed my own mind about looking for him.
Yap, he doesn't come
He's not going to school today.
my plan to be a spy and have a
little conversation with him totally fail.

Oh ya, as a new student i haven't have many friend.
But i have one she is theodora.
She is the most friendly and kind person in this class i think.
her father is from italy too. and her mom from here. California.
I'm so happy finding person who have same culture with me.
i do speak english fluently but you know with italy accent and for some people in my class,
My accent sounds a little weird.
But theodora never think like that..
Ya, of course. We are from the same country.

21:00 p.m

"Miaw"
My pumpy jump to my bed
as you know i just live with my father here.
And he work from 08:00 am until 22:00 pm
Sometimes early but sometimes more late from that.
when my father give me this cat i'm so happy, at least i have a friend in this city besides theodora in school...
I'm really introvert person,
that's make me doesn't have many friends even when i'm in italy.
after my mom died, everything i feel, i did, i choose change.
Mind set too.
lost her was probably the most unexpected feeling i ever felt.
everynight i pray to god give me a chance to meet her, even just once.
momma, do you miss me like i miss you right now? I'm dying everytime i remember you. There's a hole in my heart after you've gone mom.
Ti amo da impazzire momma.