Pursuit of Love

When I was young, I really do believe in fairytale and hoping that someday I'll marry the man of my dreams. A man whom I see as a prince, a knight in shining shimmering armor and in his white horse, or a man just like in every clichè stories I've read in books and seen in movies.

Then came destiny and play with me, I thought I finally found my happily ever after with my very own prince. I found him so perfect that any woman could wish for and envy me just like from every love stories I've known.

We're madly in love in each other and said to be a perfect couple, but everything just fall and broke into pieces. I still believe that its just like a plot twist in our story, but I was very wrong.

For that I realized that fairytale doesn't exist in this real world. I've reached all my dreams and become successful keeping in my mind that love was just a stupid feeling that
makes you exultant at first and in the very end you'll be just miserable.

Now I become better - no, its best, but the man who make me felt love and at the same time pain, and everything of my past hunts me. He's back and I don't want him again to destroy what I am now; but destiny really do a pain in the ass.

He want me again to believe in fairytale and happy endings do exist, and I won't let this happen. Even his the most perfect man in every woman's eyes, I know what he really want and its not me. But still, there is a part in my heart hoping for it to be me.

PS: First time to write and I'm not that good in grammar so please help me in correcting it. Thanks!

-GoddessHeaven