OMG I am so happy, but im so unhappy aswell, I am a big ball of mixed emotions right now. Things with Jake are going ok, but the tempation to murder Annie is still in my mind *NOT LITERALLY*. I feel something is slowly happeneing betwen me and Kyle. I am with Jess,Jake,Kyle and Hannah, when suddenly things are starting to go bad... "Omg I feel well fat in these jeans" I said self consciously. Hannah and Jess said at the same time " Bloody Hell Lish, there nothing of you" and we started laughing. Kyle was sweet and said "Your Nowere near fat!". I smiled. Then Kyle smiled back, but gave Jake a sharp look of daggers, he hates Jake. Then Jake let go of my hand, and said, "oh yeah I didn't even notice, you do look a bit fat". I gave him the most wosrt evils ever. Hannah and Jess went up to him, and said "SHUTUP! Your supposed to be the one person who would never say that!". They linked arms with me, and I felt near tears. I looke over at Kyle, and he looked like he was about ot blow. Then Jake murmured "Bloody cows, I can say what I like"... KYLE EXLODED. "Where the hell do you get off talking to her like that you D**K!". We all turned around shocked. "I can say what I like to my own girlfriend!Dont get involved you P***K!". Then it all turned into a proper fist fight. I couldn't handle it Kyle was getting badly hurt, and Jae, it was all my fault, so I held Kyle back, and Han, and Jess held Jake back. A bleeding Jake spat on Kyle, and said, im off Lish, call you later, as if he never did what he did. I never saw tht side to him, before I was scared. I cryed on Kyle, and apologised, as I felt it was my fault, he said to me " Dont worry, he had it coming for ages!, you can do so much better Lish". I felt like telling him, your the only one I want, but Annie suddenly came charging over to the school fields were we were, and cryed, and pushed me away from him, and said "Leave him, and me alone, look what you have done". I cryed and walked away with Hannah and Jess. Then the most magical thing hppened. Kyle said "Shut it Annie, it weren't Lish's fault. Im with them again tomorrow, so she aint staying away from me, not if I can help it". The worst day, suddenly turned good.
