There arent any words to describe it.
Maybe its being selfish,
Maybe its being alone,
Maybe its being jealous,
I dont know.
But im not happy.
You can tell me its wrong,
You can tell me everything im wanting to do in my mind isnt fair and that everything im doing is wrong but i know somewhere deep down...
I deserve better.
I dont care anymore.
About looks,
About life.
As if the tide could take me and drown me gosh i hoped it would.
Because im really nowhere right now.
I know its wrong its so wrong to want something like that to happen,
To want to be nothing like that imaginary tide.
Hoping it kills me from the inside out.
Hoping something kills me before i do it myself.
YOU ARE READING
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Poetry"You walk in everyday with the same mistake. Your alive. You walk in and out, still no change." -i am a working stiff
