New school.. New boys...

Cant take it..

It's been a day since I broke up with Lawrence and it's hard to get over him...I love him so much...*tears run down face* "Lawrence......I have to tell him everything...." I grab my phone and go to Lawrence's contact and text him

Zeta-I really really need to talk to u it's important, can I come over?
He reads it and begins to reply

Lawrence-uh sure yeah I'll wait for u..see u soon I guess

With his permission I run to his house with out stopping and tears are forming in eyes... I finally get there and my eyes at this point are full of tears...I knock on the door and he opens it and sees me crying.."zeta...zeta what's wrong? Did he do something to u?!" He asks in a worried tone
"I have a lot to tell u..." He grabs my hand and pulls me to his room And I sit on his bed and looks down..."when I was 3 a man he kidnapped me.... He raped me for many years....I was about 11 when I was finely saved.... Two years later I fell in love with a boy named Eran....we were together for 2 years...then his mother and father died in a car accident....few months later after he was depressed....." I stop for a few moments..."he killed himself....I tried to stop him... But he pulled the trigger anyway..." I cover my eyes and sob and Lawrence pulls me close and holds me..."please continue..."
I nod and continue.."Zack he's the man who kidnapped me kid... And zacks threatening me....if I don't be his then he's friend will kill me....* I begin to shake at the thought "Lawrence I don't want to be his I want to be yours! Not anyone else!" *he holds me closer* "we'll figure it out...you'll be mine I promise!" Just then *beep beep* I pick up my phone and it's from Zack...

Zack-hey come over I want u

Zeta-um..sure I'll be over soon..

I look at Lawrence.."I have to go..."
He looks at me..."go see him?"

"Yes..."

He grabs my phone and texts Zack for me

Zetas phone-hey actually my mom wanted to take me out so I can't sorry

Zack-alright tomorrow then

"Lawrence?" I ask him and he pins me Down and kisses me
"I won't let that monster touch u again..."

"L-Lawrence?"

"Yeah?"

"C-can you?" He already knows what I'm about to say

"Yes" he smiles and takes of his shirt and I take off mine, he undoes my bra and squeezes my breasts and I moan but he blocks my noise with a mouth full of his tongue
He pulls down pants then my underwear and takes off his own..."are u ready?" He asks me
"Yes" I reply .

(End of chap)
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(I Need new book ideas)